And when that happens, I'll lose my appetite. Nothing seems appetizing to me.
Read: I only had two small piece of hashbrown for the day, up till now.
Time Check: 11:55pm.
And when I start loosing my appetite, I'll start to vomit.
Because why? It hurts.
Much like the old days? (:
There's nothing to throw up anyway right. Since I haven't consume any meals for the day.

Having the same dream for more than 3 times doesn't help at all.
Really.
Someone once told me that if you have the same dream for 3 times, means that it's really happening.
Oh god! Tell me this isn't true.
Cos if it is, no one, NO ONE will ever admit.

You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet, I'm still in love with you and I don't know why.

You know, it hurts so much. I bet you you don't.
And I don't know why.
Why must it came back, when I once tried to forget it.

People think it is holding on that makes you stronger, but sometimes it's letting go.

Sigh. So low. Very low.
Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?

You always say you hate to see me hurt, and you hate to see me cry. So all those times that you hurt me, did you close your eyes?

Ahhhhhh. Screw everything.