♥ Date: Saturday, May 20, 2006
life's totally sucks..i cant seem to get anything right.. and having mood swings everytym..can get quite irritating sometym.. im sorry sis.. i din mean to hurt u... but u made me do it.. never did i get sooo angry.. u forced me to.. sorry.. n today i din spoke to my mum.. im sorry.. but i need a life of my own.. im old enuff to do wads right for me.. it hurt sometym to have parents who don understands their kids.. n don even want to hear wads inside their minds.. it totally hurts.. i guess.. in this world.. im the only one.. who's being hurt this much.. i swear i cant take it anymore.. really.. the qtn tt pop up in my mind was.. can i run away.. i cant live this life anymore.. it'll continue to hurt.. im just wasting my tears tt came out every nyte.. they wont change.. n will continue to be "them".. to tell the truth.. how i wish i was an adopted chlid whose real parents are soo understanding n can be a friend for me to share out my problems.. tats the only thing tat i need..< <> n now im waiting patiently n praying tt everything would change someday..
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