My mind's in a mess. I don't know what I'm looking and searching for. I think I've made you misunderstood everything. Seriously, everything's just a misunderstanding. I don't know.

I feel like avoiding you. But since it was me that got you into this mess, I don't think I can just leave you like that. Boooooooo!

I wished I had a bestfriend.

Someone that I can really share everything with her.

Someone that I can depend on.

Someone that I can really talk to.

Someone who will spend the weekend with me.

Someone who I can go shopping together without any doubts.

Someone who will come when she know's I'm not okay.

Someone who can end me their listening ears.

Someone that I can cry on.

Okay and I admit. I adore people who has a bestfriend.

I think I'm being too emo.

But seriously, I don't know what am I thinking.

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I don't know what to say. It's not really "I don't know what to say", it's just that, I don't know how to put it in words. The words just couldn't get out of my mouth and it's stuck inside. It feels terrible.