a year older every 15th October

If you can make a girl laugh - you can make her do anything.
- Marilyn Monroe

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One word to describe today’s floorball training, FUCKERNENEHPOK! Bloody hell la. I don’t know what they want from me. And I nearly teared while waiting for my turn to do the drills. I swear that’s the worse moment ever!
The coach was always picking up on me. “MIZA this….MIZA that…..MIZA this…..MIZA that. What the hell is wrong with her? Everything I do doesn’t seem right in her eyes. I don’t know if she sees the potential in me and that she wants me to train harder, OR THAT she just wants make me loose face in front of the team. Mind you, she scolded me right in front of the whole team. What’s more, the team is the seniors. At that point of time, I feel like smacking the coach and throwing the floorball stick right into her face and leave. But no. I know my rights and manners. I really want this and if I were to do that and never think twice, the chances are gone forever. So yes. I’ll never do such a stupid thing. All I could do is bear with her voice.

And read. The only year 1’s that came was only me and Farhah. Please okay. Don’t put the blame on the year 1’s. I know you people regretted letting us join in the training with the school team. If so, why don’t you just say it? Its better to let us know the truth than you people making an OBVIOUS gossiping in front of the both of us. Please eh. We’re not stupid. Yes, I repeat, they are making it obvious by talking behind our backs.
I can sense that even the coach doesn’t want us here.
And there’s this part, the coach was like, ‘Only two year 1’s came uh? What happen to the rest?’ and there goes people saying that we’re problematic. So the coach was like ‘Who’s the problematic one, let me know their names and I’ll send harsh emails.’ The reasonable ones would say. ‘Oh isn’t it obvious that the ones that are not here are the problematic ones.’
BUT! Another girl was like ‘No la. It’s only the year 1’s’ So I got frustrated and I showed the WTF look at her. And know your people first before you say about others. Do you even realize that most of the seniors are also not there. Why put the blame on the year 1’s. At least I do make an effort to come down. I feel like shouting at her face. But please eh. I don’t need attention and I don’t want to create a scene. Heh.


I don’t know if I should regret coming down for the training or not. And should I even come on the next training which is on Monday?
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