it won't bring you back to those times

2010-03-29T22:16:00.000+08:00

I might be done blogging.
Because some things are better left unspoken.
(:

2010-02-01T00:06:00.003+08:00

Well, Hello February.

Things, are somewhat, getting much tougher these days. I don't know. Sometimes, I just hate myself for being what I am.
But please understand me, it wasn't on purpose.
Ahh, forget it.

I chose not to.

Speaking of February, January isn't much of a liking to me. I don't know.
Too many things on my mind, too many thoughts to keep.

"the one's that is the most quietest, is the one's that is hurting the most"

But oh well, if I can hold on before, why can't I now right.
(:

On a lighter note, I'm done with FYP. Even though it's a little bit outdated, but yes, I survived.
Thank God.

Thankyou for going through this with me. (:

And met the lovely people after the FYP presentation.
Yes, with being formal. Hahah.

♥♥♥♥♥

2010-01-20T23:17:00.003+08:00

As promised,

Been spending time with them, most of the time lately. And it's a good thing though. (:
Underwater World, up next ! Yay.

So anyway, I'm happy that I'm already done with FYP, finally. Next up, would be the presentation. Which I hope, would go on smoothly.
Pray hard.

So anyway, a lot of things in my mind that I shan't say here because, even though, no names are gonna be written, people may terase, and jump to conclusion. Me don't like.
I'm glad, that I have that level of patience to go through all this. Alhamdulilah.
<3

2010-01-20T14:38:00.000+08:00

20 days after the new year.
So how's life treating me?
Average. Yup. Just average.
But i can foresee, 2010 being a good year, I hope. Oh please let it be.

So anyway, will be back updating with pictures. Loving loving it. (=

2009-12-31T20:05:00.003+08:00

2009

A year of patience.
A year of tests from God.
A year of knowing who really matters the most.
A year of knowing which is right and which is actually not so right, after so long.
A year of getting all the facts right.
A year of knowing myself better.
A year, full of ups and downs. But I'm glad, I moved on, and got back up on my knees.
A year, where a whole lot of memories are being planted in my heart, be it good, or bad.
A year, of knowing a whole lot of new, nice people.
Definitely, a year that I'll never forget.

Thank you,
to those who have been there for me, through the ups and downs.
to those who have been listening to me and my nonsense.
to those who have made an impact in my life.
to those who have actually been there for all the advices that are given.
to those who have spend their time, just for me.
to those who have taken good care of me.

Where there's thank you, there will definitely be sorry.

So sorry,
to whoever, for the mistakes that I've done to you, from the bottom of my heart.

Thank you 2009 for being part of my life, and letting me grow up, in both nice and bad ways. And actually, let me see, the real world out there.

2009-12-24T14:49:00.002+08:00

Will be back with a fresh new start this coming New Year.
I shall go with the flow during the last few days of 2009 and to see what it actually offers me before the start of 2010.
(:

I'm happy with everything now.

2009-11-23T23:46:00.000+08:00

Last night I tried but I couldn't sleep
Thoughts of you were in my head
I was lonely and I needed you next to me
Life is harder since you left
I never meant to do you wrong
And now all is said and done
I hope you won't be gone too long/ No

Where do I go
What do I do
I can't deny I still feel something
And girl, I wish you could say you feel the same
You've broken the bond
I gotta move on
But how do I end this lonely feeling?
You've gone, I'm here, alone
I guess it's time to grow

I try to speak, but my words never catch the air
Like you never knew I was there
Take me back to the days when you really cared
Can we make love re-appear?
I can't go on the roads too long
And now all is said and done
I can't go forward if my heart's still where I'm coming from

Crying time is over
I know I can't control her feelings
If she won't return, then I guess I'll be a man
and move on

Time to grow / And move on
Make life better than it was before
Time to grow and move on
Make love better than I did before

Though you've gone / And I'm here, alone
I guess it's time to grow

2009-11-13T23:54:00.003+08:00

And when that happens, I'll lose my appetite. Nothing seems appetizing to me.
Read: I only had two small piece of hashbrown for the day, up till now.
Time Check: 11:55pm.
And when I start loosing my appetite, I'll start to vomit.
Because why? It hurts.
Much like the old days? (:
There's nothing to throw up anyway right. Since I haven't consume any meals for the day.

2009-11-12T09:24:00.003+08:00

Having the same dream for more than 3 times doesn't help at all.
Really.
Someone once told me that if you have the same dream for 3 times, means that it's really happening.
Oh god! Tell me this isn't true.
Cos if it is, no one, NO ONE will ever admit.

You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet, I'm still in love with you and I don't know why.

You know, it hurts so much. I bet you you don't.
And I don't know why.
Why must it came back, when I once tried to forget it.

People think it is holding on that makes you stronger, but sometimes it's letting go.

Sigh. So low. Very low.
Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?

You always say you hate to see me hurt, and you hate to see me cry. So all those times that you hurt me, did you close your eyes?

Ahhhhhh. Screw everything.

2009-11-11T22:02:00.001+08:00

I'm confused myself.

I shall die for tmr's UT. MACROECONOMICSSSSSSSS -.-

2009-11-02T21:45:00.002+08:00

Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real.
Mad because I don't know how you feel.
Upset because we can't make it right.
Sad because I need you day and night.
Angry because you won't take my hand.
Aggravated because you don't understand.
Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you.

Just like the above.
When things fall apart, I don't know what I should do. Because all that I can do is to get mad over myself and not anyone else.
Now I know how hurtful one can be when they're in love.

I didn't ask for it to be over, but then again, I didn't ask for it to begin. For that's the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by change. But even the most beautiful days will eventually have their sunsets.

And I can't blame PMS for all this shit. No one's to blame.
And this is just part of your life, where good things, come to an end.
Repeating the same words won't do you any good if you can't work on it. I've been hearing the same shit all over. But it's still the same.

After a while, you learn the difference between holding a hand, and falling in love. You'll learn kisses don't always mean something. Promises can be broken just as easily as they were made, and as hard as it is to believe, sometimes, goodbyes are forever.

Definitely, I will.

2009-10-31T21:00:00.004+08:00

Been so long since I've update this blog with pictures.
So here it goes, the outdated one's to the latest one.
This is what I've been doing other than school and FYP.
=D

Firstly,

To the zoo with the usual.
=)

Next,

Happy Birthday to Me ! =D

Thanks to these people for taking the effort to make my day a wonderful one.

A sandcastle cake, specially made from Ejan and the rest of the girls who contributed for that tiny weeny bit. Hahah.
Love you girlsssss ! :D

And then,

Ejan's Birthday Celebration with the Usual. Had Swensen and it's chocolate buffet. SHIOKKK ! Haha. And I'm so proud of myself that I manage to surprise Ejan. Selenge hor she. Tsktsk.

HAHAHAAH PADAN MUKE KAU. What goes around, comes around ok !

To paragon next for Sofea's fun time. Heheeee.

Makan for the 21314719841 time. HAHAHAHAH.

Syg Sofeaa. =)

And lastly,

Fyda Darling's belated birthday celebration with US !
Yayy. Thank you very much darling !

Swensen's surpiseee !! =)
Luckily no need to stand on the chair MACHIAM Ejan.
Hahahahaha !

ICE-CREAMSSSS !! :D

Thankyou for the presents darling. Me love it ! Especially the photos that you printed out for me !!

Notice all the expressions ! Hahaha.
I likeee.

MUACKKKKKS !

THANKYOU ALL THAT MADE MY WEEK/DAYS/MONTHS.
I love each and everyone of you.
Really !!
=)
Thank you.

2009-10-27T22:27:00.000+08:00

A group of guys walked pass me and said,

"Waa, so tall ehh." And another one sad, " Waa the face like dog."

DAMN RUDEEE. WHERE'S YOUR MANNERS BOY !?
May God punish you and get you a dog-look-alike as a girlfriend.
Macam la kau tu handsome sangat.
Anjing neighbour aku lagi lawa.

because everything that's ugly is me.
FAT WHAT.

& I just want a normal relationship.

2009-10-24T22:44:00.001+08:00

So many things to update.
So little time. )':
Will update soon when I have the time OK !
Many pictures coming up !! =)

2009-10-15T13:58:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEE !! =D
Yea, a year older, a little more wiser, I hope.
:)

THANK YOU FOR ALL THE WISHES. Appreciate it much !
From family who sang a birthday song to me at exactly 12am, which I don't expect it too much cos they'll never come up with this kind of things.
From friends who sms-ed ; Sirvin, Fizah, BFF, Fyda, Nadiah, Myza Possible, Doris, Nana .. etc.
From friends who commented on my Facebook Wall, countless of them.
From friends who wished me on MSN and sending me "cakes" online. THANK YOU.

From friends who wished me directly.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH GUYS. =D

And to FYDA, you're the SWEETEST GIRLFRIEND everrr to sing me a birthday song at 12am and today, since you can't be in school, you ask for help from your friend to deliver a cake to me.
I'M VERY TOUCHED.
Really. I think your friend saw how red my face changed.
Love you darlinggg. =)

To those that I've missed out on their names, sorry. But you should know that I appreciate it very much.

THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU.
<33

&& I'm gonna have Swensen Dessert Buffet with Tan Amal Alia later.
Can't wait ! =D

2009-10-08T15:04:00.001+08:00

OHH MYYY GAWDDDD ! Why are people so smart nowww.
I feel so stupid in this teammmmmmmmm. )':

Macroeconomics........................
What nonsenseeee. I din even opt for this module pls. Grrrr.
I screwed up the presentation. And now, I just hope that the faci would be nice enough to give me a decent grade. )':
Damn saddddddddd lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Why must I hate at least a module evey semesterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

My stomach got air. Why does it keep making wierd sounds? LOL.
So loud somemore. And its not that growling sound hor.
Tskkk.

2009-10-01T23:43:00.006+08:00

IPod Touch
ST 500

OR

River Island Bag

TIME TO SAVE UPPPP !!!!!!!!!!!
)':
I suck at savinggg. )':

2009-09-25T00:42:00.003+08:00

No matter how hard I tried to let go of things, I just can't seem to be doing that.
As much as I tried to forget everything that I've gone through, I can't.
As much as I wanted to move on with life as it is, I can't.
As much as I tried accepting the people for who they actually are, I can't.

I should maybe stop telling myself that "I can't" and should actually start telling myself that "I actually can". Because everything happens for a reason.

There's more to life than just this.

2009-09-18T01:20:00.001+08:00

(Note to Self: Never, NEVER trust anyone.)

Because you'll never know who is telling the truth and who isn't. They all sound the same.
Don't you think so?

Alright. Random post.

On the other hand, FYP 2 topics are out ! Dammmnn.
I was just having the mood for Raya, and this just have to spoil it.
All that I can say is that, its a tough topicc boyyyyy !!! Tsk.

So teammates, get ready to start FYP 2 real sooon.
We'll email the advisor yeahh. Make this as a last chance for us to acheive what we really wanted.

2009-09-15T23:11:00.004+08:00

Who could be the one who are willing to sacrifice their time, to travel as far as Jurong (since we're both east siders) just to accompany yours truly?
FYDA DARLING !
♥

So it's our turn alr. Talked. Explain. Surrender my Laptop ! =)
But I'm so glad that I could get it on the same day. So we have to wait again for one an a half hour. And with that, to fill up our time, guess where we headed to.

SINGAPORE SCIENCE CENTRE! Random hor.
Jakon nak mampos pls. And we only just tour around the outer area of that place. Imagine, if we were to actually go inside. =) NAK TRYYY ! I WANT GO IN !!

HAHAHAHAH ! =) Fyda's New Sister !

I LOVE THIS VERY MUCHH !

AND THIS !

Make our way back to Acer since the person has already smsed me.
Fyda was so excited that she doesn't have to wait longer. There's only one person left before us and gues what. she shouted. "ONE MORE !!!" HAHAHAHA. The person literally looked and laughed at us laaa. Fyda Fyda. Tsk Tsk !! *shake head*

So initial plan was to head down to Geylang. But time forbid me to do so since its already 5plus by then. Without any choices, we went to IMM ! My very first time going there OKAY ! Hehehe. Was so excited, as alwayss. But by the time we reached there, our legs gave up on us. So went to BAGUS foodcourt and sat there till buka time. (Time Check: 5.30pm)
KIASU OR WHAT. Hahah.
To kill our boredom, that's when the camera came in handy ! Yayy ! Took so many funny shots that make me burst out loud and people are staring at us.

HAHAHAH. I FORGOT WHAT SHE SAID ! shit. (I actually remembered when this picture was taken)

Look at how she stares at me !

After dinner, went to DAISO to look for some stuffs which I think I need for my room. =) Satisfied Girl ! With that, we ended our day by taking the train and bus ride together ! Sweet hor. I sent her home le ! =)

AWWWW !

Love you darlinggg.
Hope you had fun as much as I did. Mwahhhhh !!
♥

2009-09-12T00:36:00.001+08:00

exactly how i feel.
wish i could scream it out loud, but instead, being ME, that I always am, shows the other side of it.

VERY DISAPPOINTED.

2009-09-05T00:37:00.008+08:00

Hello Smelly People ! Hahaha.
I'm so boreddddd oh my. Baking starts tmr ! Excited? Mhm, nah. let's just work on it baby ! Hahaha. Shits.

Oh yea, 5th September !
Happy 1st Birthday, Sofeaaaa !!! =D
See, your wicked witch remembers knowww. Hehe.
From the moment you're born, up till now, you're still cute as ever, just like me ! I know. Hehehe. =)

Look at how much you've grown ! =)
When you're older and know how to read, come by here, and read how sweet this aunty of yours is ! Hahahaha. Mwahhh !!

OH BTW !!
Please please please visit my friend's blogshop;
http://vougeydabuzz.livejournal.com.
Interesting dresses and skirts awaits you !
=)
Xoxo !

2009-08-24T20:12:00.002+08:00

Was actually suppose to update this nong nong time agoooo. But due to my busy schedule, it's being updated today ! =)

So the plan to head out to Vivo City was a last minute thing. But yayy. I had fun ! As always =)
So there isn't much to say cos, it's the same thing that made me happy and excited !
Pictures?Hi hello, please make everything better. It's hard to carry all these around me.
)':

2009-08-20T23:08:00.002+08:00

This, I saved in my notepad during Financial Accounting UT. Yea, blogging during UT. That explains everything. gave up. -.-

I gave up on Financial Accounting UT. The moment I open it, my mind goes blank. Wth ahh. Wahhlauu. I think, accounting is not for me. cos I still can't seem to get the concepts right even after going through it so many times. It's okay. Let's let luck play its part not.
=)

Ohhhhh myyyy. 10 minutes more till UT finishes. And why am I blogging? Cos I gave up. Scrolling up and down doesn't help. Shitasssssss.
)':

And today, Manufacturing and Logistic is sooooo tough like that. Shittyyyyy. The smart ones said it's difficult. So what about me then, the almost stupid one? )': So saddddzzzzz. )':
And my lappy hanged during Marketing UT just nowwww. Ohhh my !

IM SO SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD !!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-16T22:57:00.002+08:00

UT3. UT3. UT3. UT3. UT3. UT3. UT3. UT3. UT3.
omg. it kills to even think of UT3. )':

its so hard to revise on the topics, using the lappy.
tskk.
fasting month is coming, and so is the holidays. can't wait can't wait ! =)

will update more on the trip to vivo city with sofea, sister, ejan, lily and rasul.
tomorrow maybe? hehe. =D

2009-08-11T22:58:00.006+08:00

National Day 2009 !!
With the most irritating yet lovable people ! =)

Yeaaaa. Rasul, Lily, Ejan and SOFEAAAA !!
Hahahah. Sorry ahh korang. Aku excited part Sofea je.
HAHAHAHA.

Okay, so reach there at about 6plus with MacDonald's takeaway that came in handy.
Went there with Ejan, and proceed to meet the rest over at some bridge.
Was pretty excited for the fireworks actually. Alwayss.

Met Sofea, where I was given the Kakak/Aunty Witch. Babi Rasul. Tskkk. Cos she was afraid of me, ever since the day before. Oh ya, the day before, met them again, randomly......
But it's okay. This is the Witch that made Sofea laugh at the end of the day !
MUAHAHHAHAHA.

So blaaa blaa blaaa. The NDP so dragggyyyyy. Waited so long for the fireworks and unexpected planes flyinggg. Which, I expected more. But it's okay ! Can see the effort there. HAHAHA.

FIREWORKKKKKSSSSSSSSS. Thanks Hahaahah ! Should see the look on Sofea's face. Cute nak mampos. Especially the part where planes flew right on top of our heads.

Okay, guys, meet up againnnnnn ! I'm sure, there won't be anymore witches !! Err, hope soooo ! )':

2009-08-04T22:49:00.002+08:00

=D
Brings a smile to my face.
Thanks darlinggggg. I miss you tooooo lorrrrr !!
Hope that your dad will be fineee ! Insya-Allah ! =D

ooooohhhhhhh shitzzzzzzz ! )':
MY MUM JUST THREW AWAY MY FAVOURITE PYJAMAS PANTS THAT I BOUGHT AT KL 6 YEARS AGOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
):
I'M SO ANGRYYY. :O
but no use, it's goneeeeeeee. must be because of dad's "bila nak buang sluar ni? dah koyak2." everytime she sees mum !

BUT ON A BRIGHTER SIDE, *smileeeeee widely* I'M SO SMART TO BUY TWO OF THOSE PANTS BACK IN KL 6 YEARS AGO.
it's okaaayyyyy ! one's gone, another one is hereeeee ! i'll make sure she doesn't throw this onee away !
if this one's gone, i'll make sure i don't wear pants at home alr.
i wear baju butterfly ahh.
HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAA. no, kidding. =D

2009-08-02T20:04:00.000+08:00

FYP presentation is finally over. And I got no comment to it. Let's just wait for the result oooook ! Heh.

Was suppose to catch the fireworks last night, but due to the 39.2 temperature, I decided to give it a miss. I know I know. What a time to get sick right. But it's okay. I guess this is the reward I get after finishing up my FYP. RIGHTTTT.
Sorry ehh NURATIQAH BTE ROSLI !!!!! =D
Hahaha.

And now, I forgot the reason why I logged in blogger. I wanted to update about something, but I F.O.R.G.O.T !

2009-07-13T09:19:00.002+08:00

" My estimated grade for you: D "

THANKS. THAT IS SO ENCOURAGING.

2009-07-07T22:55:00.004+08:00

20 more days to submission of FYP and a single shit has not been done. Links can't work and neither can the programming. Errors here and there. I'm just sick and tired of doing this piece of shit. Seriously.
WHYYYY ARE THERE STILL ERRORRRRSSSS?!
F FYP.
Can somebody help me pls?

One of the teammates back out. Very useful. And that's left the two of us with all the codings and report with a time limit of 20 days. 20 f dayyysssss !!!

I'm giving up. Seriously. It's impossible to finish it up on time. Dead, and gone.
)':

Ahh and there's two UT on Thursday and Fridayyyyyyy. Manufacturing and Logistic AND Financial Accountingggggg. Mati mati, tentu mati.
AHHHHHHHHHH can i just dieeee.

2009-07-03T11:43:00.002+08:00

Betapa merepekk sungguh ini skolaaaaa. ):
You don't have to commit a crime to be in jail, just come to RP.

Want eat where, they control. Want leave class also they control. Pfft.
AHHHHHH. )':

Jom break out.
Let's make a new season of Prison Break, Prison Break Asia.
I'll be the hero, which is of cos, Micheal Scofield. And Ejan, T-BAG ! Hahahahah. Cool shitzzz.
Jeng jeng jeng. This is so interesting. =D

AAHHH. and I'm force to wear a mask cos, I got flu. Pleaseeee ahh. No feverrrr siaooozz.

2009-07-01T23:30:00.002+08:00

HAHAH. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I UPDATED MAANNNN ! Tskk.

I think I'm turning crazy doing FYP becauseeeee I've been laughing at myself everyday on how silly I can be. Tskkkk. Like orang gilaaa.

Ahhh. So many things happen but I just didn't have the time to update my blogg.
Wait. I think first. Mhmm.
Shit I can't remember. Hahah.

And isn't OG somewhere near Bugis? Or there are many OGs around? IDK. Cos I was at Chinatown the other day and wanted to go to Bugis after that, and I saw OG.

Confident, "EH OG NEAR BUGISS WHAT. WE CAN WALK THERE!" HAHAHAH. Ended up, sesat. Hahah. I'm bad at directionsssss. ):

AHHHH RP'S SCREWED. pfft.
I hate school now. )':

2009-06-04T22:29:00.003+08:00

FYP.FYP.FYP.FYP.
busy.busy.busy.busy.busy.busy.busy.busy.busy.busy
LIKE A BEE !
=D

FYP is making me insanee. Ohh myy !

I even broke down in front of the bestf. Hahah.
Kental kan. Nvm, it's nice having someone to cry on. Thankyou.
Embarrassed? NO ! Cs, she has seen me cry for 281974184705015th times.
HAHAHAHAHA.

Part of me is telling me to give up. But giving up, will make you a loser.
=D So, stay on, till the end.
MACAM FAHAMMM.

And Iqah has been telling me that I've been talking and spelling "coding" language to her.
Right.
-.-

2009-05-24T23:27:00.002+08:00

It scares me to see how much I can eat in a day ! I don't know why. It's either I'm stressed up, or the red light is calling. Mmm.

I've just found out on the ways on how my life will end. Yes, by ACCOUNTSSSSSSS ! -.-
Everyone's too smart ! It's either I'm slow or I'm just stupid. Hahahaha.
Right.

School's been taking up most of my time. And everyday, part of my brain cells are dying.
Grrr.

I need raisins. I need a lunch box. I need time. I need life.
HAHAHAHHA.
That is so random.
Lol.

2009-05-15T23:56:00.002+08:00

168 goes through ANG MO KIO?!

HAHAHAH. That is so funny. This morning, I was on the way to sch in 168. Sleeping soundly and at one point, I woke up just to see where am I actually at. WAHH BAIK PER. I'm somewhere in AMK ahhh ! hahaha. The whole bus was giving the -.- face. Even Ejan, who was sleeping. Woke up, look at me and giving the "-.-" face. Hahaha. It's super funny.
But I guess, it's a good thing. Cos maybe the driver knows that there is a heavy jam at the expressway and we, as RP students need to reach sch on time. Therefore, he took the other exit and yeayy ! I WASN'T LATE LAHHHHHHH !! :D
Baikk ahh ni apekk. The reason why I'm still depending on Apek bus. WOoooo !! :D

BTW ! I've been eating A LOT ! Seriously ahh pls.
Yesterday, I had from:

this

to this

to this

to this

to this

IN ONE DAY!
POWER ahhh ! I'm double my current size alr. Hahah.

And todayyy !! Hahah. I had rice in the morning, followed by two cups of bubble tea, and after school, had Mee Kuah + Rojak India. YEayyyyy !!!!!!! :D
Stress free hor !
Tmr and the day after tomorrow, LAGI BEST ! Hahahah. OMG damn terok I tell you. Pfft !!

2009-04-23T23:57:00.003+08:00

*for some reasons, this part is deleted*

Life's screwed. For real. I don't know.

This makes sense. I was complaining to Iqah that I'm sad and such. And she told me that, it's a good thing being sad sometimes.

Atiqah.: it can be a good thing sometimes
` Myza E.: why so many people say tat?
Atiqah.: im saying cause i experience it?
` Myza E.: is it?
Atiqah.: yeah, from there u'll know who's ur true friends and such
` Myza E.: okay lahh. then im happy that im sad
` Myza E.: hahaaa
Atiqah.: good. eh no
Atiqah.: happy and sad dont come together
Atiqah.: u're happy cause u're alone
Atiqah.: u're sad cause u're lonely

Does this make sense to you?
Iqah, you're such an ass for making me realize that. Hahaha.

I should stop complaining about life. Because life won't change without me, doing something to it. Yeah.

Ohh, btw, I'm back after 214879317 years living in the cave.
(:

2009-03-03T22:58:00.002+08:00

MISS ME?
Heheee. Sorry for not blogging regularly. Reason being? I've got myseld a job. Okay maybe not A JOB. But two jobs. :D I love being busy. That's the reason why I don't mind working 7 days a week. Yup ! That explains why I haven been online these pass few days.

There's so much to blog. But so little time. Okay, summary, with pictures will do ok? :D

Nana's Birthday.

My Bloody Valentine 3D Movie.
I cried, yes CRIED while watching a horror movie. Serious shit. you guys should watch the 3D one. Damnnnn scaryyy pls. Yahh lahh. I accidentally cried because, too scaryy. HAHAH !! Ejan have to tolerate it rightt. And thanks, she laugh so hard, at me. Pfft ! But hor, the show like funny scary (direct translation: klaka seram) je. Laugh laugh, den scream scream, den cry. Baguszzzz !
Go watch !!! Worth watching. :)

A-M-O-R-E Roadshow.
My first job. Second job, you all find out yourself ahh k? Hahah !
You know, wokring at amore, as a part-timer with fyda darling was gerekkkk nak mampos. Eventhough we got bored soon after, we got new friends to entertain us ! Yes, those sales person that we stand near to their shops. :D Yougurt eating, talking with strangers, spotted familiar faces (JACLYN!!! IMY LOR. YOU REALLY LOOSE WEIGHT KNOWWW !!), playing with random kids, being laugh at, making fun of. IT WAS GREAT ! Hahaha. Funny why I'm saying this when the actual fact, I was complaining all day. But I enjoyed it.

Ohh yes. Ejan came down and brought us LUNCH ! Black pepper prawn. My all time favourite ! Heheeee. That was on the first day of work. Second day, she came down again and treat us to fondueee ! Marshmallow, waffles and apple choc ! WOWWW. Heavenly ! And fattening ! ^.^

Meeting Sofea after work.
Makes me loose all the stress and tiredness after work ! :D Damn cute nak mampos ahh pls. Heheheeee !!

She's wearing the jacket that Ejan and me bought for her. :D Cutezzz shit !!

Today, I feel so useless, so lousy. Hahah ! Cos my mind wasn't really where it was supposed to be. And I'm like doing my job, anyhow? Hahahaahaa ! Ok ok !! It woke me up lor ! Work tmr, concentrateeeeee. :D
Ejan, don't give me anymore junk food during work. When I eat, I cannot concentrate !! I can lahh. But on the food that is ! Hahahaa !! :D
Gemok nak mampos. -.-

You can just leave the tags going on. I'll be reading them ! :D
And I don't know when I'll be back ! Just.. err, wait if you want too !
Haha !
H-I-A-T-U-S !

2009-02-21T23:42:00.005+08:00

On Sat, which actually falls on the 14th, the Bestf and I headed over to VivoCity for no reason. Lol. Yeah, and that was where I received free flower from the sales person over at Forever21. If you guys know me, I hate flowers. Haha. I don't know why. I just don't fancy flowers. So yahlah. People give, I take lor. It doesn't last long anyway. Will talk about it in the later part.

Got bored, headed to East Coast Park with her for the most fulfilling dinner ever. Yeah, had seafood which tasted reallyyyyy good ! Hahaaa. Oh yes, the flower died when we're at ECP. Reason why? We're crossing the road, and the Bestf was the one holding the flower (I hate flowers remember?) and she accidentally patahkan stem nye. (How do I translate this? I don't know how to put it in words whatever) Anyway, yah lah the flower died. But hor, we tried to make it alive which obviously doesn't work lahh. We're looking around for scotch tape to tape the patah part. To no avail.

After dinner, over to Tamp for bubble tea and yeahh. Smart people know where to find scotch tape.
Guess where?
NTUC ! Lol ! Went to NTUC and look around. found a bread with a few scotch tape around it, den, take lah ! Hahah. Yea, plastered the poor flower which kind of rot alr? Lol !

Coming up soon in the post, Nana's advance birthday. And me being the sweetest friend, baked brownies for her which tasted heavenly ! HAHAHA !!
Serious, even her mother and my mum's friend says so. I.is.so.proud.of.myself.for.the.first.time.
:D
I named it, "Chewy Fudgy Chocolatey Brownies".
Reason why? It's very chewy, kinda fudgy and very chocolatey !
I wanted to sell it so yahh lah. If you guys want save money for birthday cakes, tell me. I'll be selling them off at $18. Quite cheap right ! :D

Chewy Fudgy Chocolaty Brownies
$18
(:

Does the picture tells it all? Yummyyyyy !! :D
Buy okay ! Teeheeeee.

2009-02-19T22:40:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHA this is so funny.

I.IS.VERY.YOUNG. I LIKEEE !

I went to watch Underworld: Rise Of The Lycans on Wednesday. And when I'm entering the theater , I was asked for my IC !! Hahah. Padehal it's an M18 showwww ! Mampos.
I am young. Very young. You all don't know ahh. I turning 17 this coming October.
:D

I suka sekali you knoww !!

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HAVE YOU WATCHED ASHLEY PARKER ANGEL'S THERE AND BACK EPISODE THAT AIRED ON MTV JUST NOW? DID YOU SEE HOW HE PROPOSED TO HIS GIRLF?
F SWEET ! Goodness, I can't help but go AWWWWWWWWWW till the end of the show.
Serious shit ! SUPER SWEET NAK MAMPOSSS OKAY !
LOOK ! :

3:58 onwards when their baby cried. He's up to something. WAHHHHHH. SUPER COOL !
LOL. I'm still that excited. Macam lahh aku yang nak kahwin.
&
4:39 read the baby's top ! AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !!

2009-02-12T21:46:00.001+08:00

I've never had so much hatred in me.
I've never NEVER EVERRRR bear so much grudges in me over a particular person.
But this one, it's different.
I don't know why, I can't let go of this.
Seriously.
I tried. And failed.
It's been 3-4 months.
I'm letting go. I'm trying.

Went for a walk-in interview over at ______ sometime ago with FydaDarling. It was such a disappointment. Seriously. We waited for like 2-3hrs for the HR people to come back for their lunch, and when they're back, they just pass us this application form, and left again. WTH tell me. Once we're done, they told us to like gave the form to one of their colleagues and that's it. "They'll call you when they needed you." WTH again pls. Damn retarded. No interview, no nothingggg.
Looking for a job seems like a burden to me.
Anyone who knows of any job vaccacy, can you please kindly inform this jobless girl.
Thanks. Sayang koranggg. Hahaha !

2009-02-10T23:31:00.003+08:00

POST DELETED !

So sad.
So cheated.
So disappointed.

STILL.
Tipah Tertipu.
):

~~I thought you changed, but I was wrong for the 32398101th time.~~

POST DELETED, AGAIN !
:D

2009-02-09T17:44:00.000+08:00

B-O-R-I-N-G
I need a job please. Staying home is sooooooooo -.-
I've been you-tubing ever since just now
and
OHHHH MYY !
This girl is awesomeee. Serious. Take a look at the video.
She has a superbly great voice and the best thing is that,
SHE'S SOOO PRETTY, JAMBU NAK MAMPOS OK!!
Hahaha.

Her version of "I'm Yours" is better than Jason Mraz.
(:

would you be there for me, always?

2009-02-03T23:34:00.003+08:00

Don't talk about how life's treating me. Talk about how I'm treating life.
Awesomee !

Perfect. Just like how I want it to be. Okay maybe not.
Most of the time, it was spent with the bestf, watching movies, one after another. Quite a number, and I can't remember. The last movie watched was just now, Bride Wars. Damn niceeee ahh the quotes they use to end the show. Tskk. Touched giler nyer. I feel like crying but no, I'm not that dramatic. Hahaha.

Went for a job interview today and WAHHHHHHH. Serious shit. I guess, we are really fated to meet ! We've been trying to meet for sooo long and it didn't came trueee. Now, without any plans, no communication, never thought that she would know about this interview, of all places, I FINALLY MET FYDAAAA !!!! Yes. what a place to meet right. Finally. I met her ! And surprisingly, we are applying for the same job ! Goodness. This is a rare chance. Out of 3534713847 people, only me and her will experience it. HAHAHAHAH ! Drama-mama.

So now, I don't know what to update alr. My life damn boring ahhh. Padehal (scroll up), baru cakap life's awesome. Hahaha.
No, rubbish ! Okay, some pictures to brighten up my mundane blog !
(:

Dahhhh !! That's all !! Till we meet again somedayy !!
Nights.
Eh don't forget to tag ahh can? Boring know.
You know not, that by tagging, you make my day.
HAHAHAHA !! Excuses.
But seriously.
I'll love you more. :D

2009-01-26T22:49:00.006+08:00

~~Enough.~~
Enough of pressurizing me. I've had enough alr.
Stop reminding me about the things I already know.
I know I have to do something. But please. It takes time.
Enough okay.

I'm going through a hard time. And no one understands.
No one ever understands how I feel.
I've been undergoing a whole lot of stress now.
I know you cared. But please. Don't relate anything to the topics we talked about.
I'm trying. I am.

I've been weeping every night. Even now.
If only you cared and understand me.

IM DONEEE CARINGG.
I DON'T CAREEEE ANYMOREEEEEE !!
WHY SHOULD I CARE SO MUCH RIGHT?
BLABLABLAAAAA. WHATEVERRRRRRRR !!

2009-01-23T23:18:00.002+08:00

What would you do if someone left a note in between your laptop just to tell you that they love you?

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !!!!!!
Sweet nak mamposssss. AWWW !!
I can't stop myself from "aww-ing".
Hee !
You made my day even though I hit you so hard just now. Sorry. (:

Ima gave me this necklace from South Africa with some meanings in it. She told me, she purposely bought and choose that just to reflect our personality.
Again, for the 34619387419th time,
AWWWWWW !!

"Strength
This symbol refers to physical and spiritual mental strength"

Talking about Ima, it made me realise that,
I'VE GOT THE SWEETEST BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD.
SAYANGGGGG IMAAAAA !!
And also to Ejan, SAYANGGGG KAMU JUGAAAAA !!
MWAHHHHHH !!
:D

Again, no matter how sweet they can be, on the other hand, they could be mean too and make fun of youuu. Likeee totally !! *bimbotic accent*
LOOK !!

... and today miza sleepwalked to school.
FUNNY HOR ejan?
HAHA.
-imabaybeh.blgspt

Pfft. You're telling the whole world our secret ! Hahah.

2009-01-22T00:16:00.002+08:00

Love someone moderately cause when he/she hurts u, it wont be too painful. - Rafie

And speaking of which, he left me an offline message on MSN.

Rafie. sent 1/19/2009 10:10 PM:
bestf, where have u been? aku miss kamu deh..! hehs.

Awww ! how can i not be touched? hahaha. ^.^
Mhmm, so yeah, life's still the same. But oh well. What to do right. I can't change it because maybe, it's just fated to be?

AHHHHHH !!!! TAUFIK'S ON TV !!!!!!!!!!!!
BE RIGHT BACK !!!

"sedihnya hatiku bertepuk sebelah tangan" - Taufik.

No Taufik, no. I'm clapping my hands with you. ^.^ Don't sad tauu.
I love you, you love me, kannn !
hahahahahahahhahahaha !!

Okay I'm back. My happiness is back, only for a while. !
So Taufik, marry me. And I'll be happy the for the rest of my life.

HAHAHAHAHAH !!
Shuddup lahh. It makes me happy what !

2009-01-11T20:53:00.000+08:00

Been awhile isn't it.
If you were to ask, how's 2009, I'll just say, "It's just fine. (: " with a smiley face at the end.

Why?
Because, it hasn't been that great. Nor has it been that good.
But ohh well, I am just trying to have that positive mindset in myself just to make me feel better.
Or maybe, I'll just let it out and save it to somewhere only I know. It helps. It actually makes me feel good. Really. Tried that already and am still continuing.
And you might think, why I did not really talk the things to the friends that has always been there. Not that I don't trust them anymore. It's just that, I feel bad for always pouring out everything to that particular person. Sometimes, the advice given by them, I refuse to listen, and when the same thing happens, and I re-approach that person, I could tell what the response might be like.
"You should have actually listen to me."

See. True right. So it's okay. I've already found the perfect thing to do and how to let out all the problems that has been bugging me.
Yeayy !
I've told myself not to let out my problems to anyone. And it's not a promise. Because, I'm sure that I'll have to break the promise if I were to make one.

But, don't worry. I'm still alive and kicking !
:D

2009-01-01T21:46:00.000+08:00

2008 finally ended. I'm so glad it did.
It has been one hell of a roller coaster ride for me. Seriously. It sucks.
But oh wells, everything happen for a reason.
You won't always be on the top.
There are times when you'll be happily laughing your ass off and enjoying life the way it is.
There are also times when you fall down hard and hurt yourself, and instead of laughing, you'll be weeping like a baby and blaming to others on why this happens to you and what have you done to deserve all this shits.
I've gone through all that.
And I'm afraid that history would repeat by itself.
Well, maybe that's life. If you're always on top, you won't learn anything from the life that you're living. Allowing you to fall down, makes you realize and learn from your mistakes.
Well, I did.
It's not easy letting go of something. In other words, forgiving is easy, forgetting is not.

Enough of sad things.
2008 can't be saddening the whole year right. There are happy moments that are lock in my heart for memories. Like what happened in March. (: Thank you.
And also everything that happened throughout the year.

Ohhhh wells, it's the start of the new year. And I'm gonna start afresh. No point getting sad over the past.

Happy New Year everyonee.

I spent the first few hours of 2009 with the Bestf and the sister. Wonderful. Countdown with Bestf over at my place was unplanned. It came about, 2hrs before New Year. So yeahh. I had a blast.
I hope you guys did too.
:D
No New Year resolution cos it didn't work out for me. ^_^

2008-12-31T00:23:00.003+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday, Nuratiqah Bte Rosli !
Finally, 19 right. Haha.
Thank you for all your words and advices all this while.
Even on you're birthday, you still have the time to listen to me. Thanks for everything. And I really mean everything.
For your listening ear, for entertaining me every night, for talking about dramas and complaining after that, for your craps and for everything that is related to that.
A year older, A little more wiser yeah.
Don't act like you're still 16.
Have fun on your birthday !
:D

2008-12-25T00:08:00.002+08:00

Wahh. I totally had so much fun todayy !! All the laughters, jokes, fighting, punching and whats not, was all worthwhilee. Gerekk nak mampos.

But......
Ohh well, but on the other hand, I am sick. Very sick. Maybe I've been missing both my bestf too much ! Tskkk !
Hahaahah !!
"When will I see your face againnnnnnnnn......"
Tskk.

One, come home soon laaa. Enough of leaving meeee alonee. I've suffered enough already. Tskk.
Another one, meet me soon ahh please. I know you've been wanting to meet me like how you've been wanting to meet CR right. Hahah !

Speaking of which,

"I've heard a lot about Singapore, and I'd love to be there one day" - Cristiano Ronaldo

And Ima, if he really comes here ahh. I am seriously following youu. Hahah. What's so hot about him ahh? Let me judge in real life k, Bestf ! Haha !!

Adding to my cravings, I want Sushi and Ramen Ten !!! Omgggzzz !
This is bad, veryyyyy bad !

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At every corner of my mind, I am still thinking of you.
Everydayy, without fail.
:(

2008-12-23T00:17:00.003+08:00

The Bestf called me just now. (!!!!!!) Ahhh I am so happy. After not hearing from her for so long, she finally called me ! ^.^
Know what, she just called to tell me that she took a picture with Chip 'n Dale over at Disneyland. -____-
Goodness. But ohh well, it's okayy ! At least she told me that she missed me ! Mwahahahhaha !

Haiyaa. I'm so damn bored right now mann. Serious shit. Tskkk !
I'm craving for Starbuck's Java Chip Frapp right now and Seafood Platter over at Fish & Co. Also, Fried Mars Balls.
Yahh I know, what a combination right. Hahah. When I'm at home, all I think about is food, food and food ! Tskk.

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Cos every time, when I think of you, the picture of that girl will appear in my mind too. And ohh my ohh my, it hurts a lot. Dammit.

2008-12-19T23:59:00.002+08:00

This woman here, will be leaving in 8hrs time. To where? To ~~frigging~~ LOS ~~frigginggggg~~ ANGELES. Goodness. Well, yahh lahh. I was suppose to follow her family but then ahh. Masalah peribadi ahh. Hahaha.
Right.
Well, to you, woman, take good care of yourself while you're there. Buy me something okayy. Teeeheee ! Have a safe trip and please come home in one piece. Haha. I'll definitely miss you.
YESSSS !! *inside joke*
Muahahahahha !!

And Nurzaimah Bte Zainuddin, when are you coming back? You're still stuck in South Africa ahh? Pleaseeee come home soon. It's been a while since I last talked or meet you mann. I misss youuu bachinnnnnn.

All my friends are leaving meeee. Tskkk :(

2008-12-15T00:29:00.004+08:00

I've already found the perfect song.

Even though this happened weeks ago, but, I still wanna update about the Standard Chartered Marathon that I volunteered. No, I didn't run. But I helped out in the drink station. I thought it was an easy job but hell no. It was toughhh. Without sleep the whole night, the next day, halfway through, I pancit alr. Serious shitzzzz.
Okay boring. Picturessss.

Morning Sunshinesssss !! :D

5am faces. Damn busokkk man. ^.^

Two kentals that I went with. (:

That's it. I don't know when I'll update again also.
:)
See yaaaaa. Nightsss !!

2008-12-08T23:02:00.001+08:00

Everything's complicated ! Serious shit !
I'm already lost for words.
I'm already lost for action.

Well, it's easier said then done. But do you even know how much and how hard I will go through. It's me who will be facing and mending my own heart. You know, we can only plan on how we wanted it to be. But till the day comes, only God will decide whether it'll happen or not. Think about it. I didn't want it to be this way either. I do not want to be in this state at all.
I know it's for my own good.
But please, give me time to think about it.

Thank you for everything.
For caring, for being there to listen and for the advices.

Don't bother asking about this post !
Thankyou.

2008-11-27T22:55:00.002+08:00

"To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down."
- Woody Allen, Love and Death

Anw, I'm bored and there isn't much to update about my life, so Rafie tagedd me. And here it goes,

1. The person who tag you is?
- Muhammad Rafie (:

2.Your relationship with him/her?
- wo de hao peng you.

3.Your 5 impression of him/her?
- Erm, hahah.
+ Someone who gives good advice that make some sense.
+ Veryyyyy nice person ! *dont kembang eh kau haha*
+ Always there to listen
+ Kental? mwahahahahah !! *kidding hor pakk*

4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for u?
- Erm, got mehh? Erm, okayy he actually remembers my birthday when I don't and the fact that his birthday is just a day before mine. Tsktsktsk.

5. The most memorable thing he/she said to you?
- *I actually asked him this question and as to what he claim at 2226hrs*
"No matter what happens, dun wory. i'll be there."
AWWWWW !!

6.If he/she becomes ur lover, things he/she has to improve on?
- Hahahah !! Don't be so irritating.

7. If she/ he become ur enemy,you will?
- Will meh? hah hah. I doubt so lahh.

8.(repeat question)
- Okay next.

9.What is it you wan to tell him/her now?
- Hmmm idk le. Whatever I wanna tell him, is already being said.

10.Your overall impression of him/her is?
- Nice chap.

11. How do u think ppl ard u will feel ard you?
- Hahaha. How would I know right.

12. The character you love of urself are?
- I am always happy. Right peopleeeeee !!

13.On the contrary, the character u hate yourself are?
- Me, thinking too much and let it even hurt myself.

14.The most ideal person u wan to be is?
- Myself. Since Rafie said that everyone's special. Hahaha (:

15.For ppl that care n like u, say something to them.
- Ii lurrp lupp euu all beli muchhhxzxz ahzz.

16.Pass this quiz to 8 ppl that u wish to know how dey feel abt u

1. Ejan
2. Ima
3. Fyda
4. Fuss
5. Iqah
6. Zee
7. Ain
8. Fad
9. Farhah
10. Laa`laa

17.If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
- Haha. They're girls.

18.what is no. 2 studying abt?
- Erm, New Media

19.when was the last time you had a chat with no.3
- Just today! Omg, I miss you lahhh selengeee !

20.what kind of music band does no.8 like?
- As far as I know, she listens to everything.

21.what is 10 doin now?
- I'm not sure either.

22.is no. 7 the sexiest person in e world?
- Hehehe. Not that bad either.

23.does no.1 have any pets?
- YES ! TWO CATS !! MEMEL and KIKI. Omg why am I so excited about thisss.

24.are no.1. n 5 best friends?
- No. But they do know each other. Thanks to me ! Heheee !

25.what color does no. 4 like?
- Red and green I think?

26.where does no. 9 live?
- Tampines.

27.have u tried developing feelings for no.8?
- Hahahah. Nooo !! Siaoo ah.

28.talked abt something for no. 1
- Thank you very much for everything and anything, bestf. You know I love youuu. Heheheeeee !!

29.where is no. 2 studying?
- Republic Polytechnic

30.does no.5 n 9 get along well?
- They don't even know each other lor.

31.what is e hobby of no. 10?
- Eh I dont know ehh. haha. Laa`laa, what's your hobby?

32.what is the surname of no. 5?
- Surname? Takde laaa gondol.

33.is no. 4 single?
- Noo. I don't think so.

34.will you woo no. 3?
- Nooo.

35.wat abt 7?
- Siaoo ahh. Rafie, why you even let me do such survey one ahh? Tskk.

36.does no. 6 have any siblings?
- Yes ! A brother I think. I forgot !!

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Fy<3u:>wei darling..wo hen xiang ni lei..HEHE...love love love you...
- heheheh. yeayyy !! wo xiang ni too ! hahaha. (: see you aroundddd woman ! hehe ! (:

iqah: eh,seha. sape yg selalu busyyyy ni?! my birthday coming alr and still owe myza's one.
- hahah you all settle one your own k. haha. EH BUT REALLY AHh, WHEN LUNCH DATE? hahaha.

sirvin: darling! i can't wait to meet you!! hahas.. =X
- hehehe ! yes yes ! me too !! we'll meet soon alrights ! (:

FusS: Tak aci myza da abes CE points.. ehh bila nk lunch date nii?? dgn iqah
- hahah yeayyyy !! dah bole graduate ! hee !! ahh tu ahh. BILA BILAAA ? korang planning2 ahh k !! heeeheee.

Rafie: hey, aper cerite nih annoyed?! why nvr say..btw,errr....nice blogskin?!?=b
- haha nothing lahhh mister. heheeee. yes I know. nice right ! heheeee.

visual bully: rite myza! dun worry, lets juz say ur a fren of my fren. my nick says alot regarding which sch i'm from in RP. oh! smile more! i luv ur smile! see ya! (:
- mhm, alright then ! ohh thankyou ! see you around too ! (:

2008-11-23T22:51:00.002+08:00

At the fact that I am very annoyed right now, some ASS just cant seem to mind their own business. Asking the same thing over and over again.
Every time I'm online, there would always be something that he is not satisfied with.
Wtf is wrong with you man.

At the same time, my jealousy limit has already reach the peak.
I shouldn't. I shouldn't. I shouldn't. I shouldn't. I shouldn't. I shouldn't. I shouldn't. I shouldn't.
I KNOW I SHOULDN'T BE EVEN THINKING OF IT.

Such a great life I'm living in now.

2008-11-19T20:49:00.005+08:00

Yeayyyy yeayyy !!
DAHH BOLEHHH GRADUATEEE !
Mwahahahah !!

But on the other hand, I still haven't decide as to what module should I take next year.
Geeee !!

2008-11-16T20:34:00.002+08:00

"If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up"

I don't know. I'm not giving up. I'm not.

2008-11-11T21:55:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHH !!!!
I AM SO ANGRY.
I JUST RE-CHECKED MY UT ANSWERS THAT I HAD TODAY AND OHHHHH.M.GEEEEEE. IT WAS A MISTAKE. A HUGE MISTAKEEEE. TSKK !
ANGRY LIKE HELL.

there goes my dreammmmmmmm.

I DON'T CARE. I JUST WANNA POST THIS UP BECAUSE I AM ANGRY WITH MYSELFFFF.
AHHH. SCREW UTs.

2008-11-08T22:55:00.007+08:00

The bond that links your true family is not one of blood, but of respect and joy in each other's life. - Richard Bach

RIGHT ! IF ONLY THEY'D KNEWWW.
TSK.

Anw, things have been pretty much complicated now. I think, I'm losing every single thing slowly. Yah lah. I loser what. That makes everyone and everything trying to make space in between me. Tsk. But it's okayy lah. I'll try living along in my own world. HAH ! YOU TRY ARHH. SEE CAN OR NOT. Obviously no lahhh. Wahhlau. Angryyy.

On a lighter note, Bestf and me went for a picnic over at the Botanical Garden. Initial plans was to have a picnic at ECP. But yours truly very gatal one, want try go there lor. With all the sweats from all that walking, we finally settled down over at some beatiful pondok with summer-like trees. Feeling2 aje lor.
Aper2 lar.
Pictures:

Den hor, yesterday right, I went for Bestf's POL-ITE prize presentation. Tak sia2 aku gi. menang jugakk. Well, at least they won with my support, obviously again ! Mwahahah ! Thick skin like that ! Anw, congrats lahh korang erhh. At least something how get 3rd. TP won the title, as predicted ! (:
Super funny pictures. Tsk. I wonder why I got crazy friends. Hahaha.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA !!!!!

I think I'm falling in love. (:

Birthday Date, thankyou for everything. You're the best ! (:
You confessed, and I think, I love you too.
HEEEE !!!! (:

2008-10-30T21:56:00.010+08:00

I AM SO LAZY TO BLOG ANYMOREEE. MACAM NAK CLOSE DOWN AJE THIS BLOG. LIKE NO USE LORRRR.

So anw, a whole lot of things happened ever since the last post that I published. Be it shits or happiness. It's okay lor. I strong what. Superwoman what can handle all this kind of things, NOT. :'(

Recapppp:

18th - Birthday Pit which I seriously won't elaborate much one. Those I expect to come, didn't. Ohh well. What a disappointment. Seriously. A picture will do good la hor. No need ask so much. So anw, Happy Birthday to Us again. It's unbelievable that our birthdays are a week apart.

Thank You Bestf (EJAN & IMA) for the Roxy wallet, the frame full of memories(EJAN) and stabucks tumbler(IMA)
Thank You Lily for the Famous Amos cookies !
Thank You Nana and Nadiah for the Perlini's necklace !
Thank You Bibi for the Lonsdale jacket !
Thank You Fad for that gift !
Thank You Iqah, Dee, Fuss for that Holga Camera ! (:
Thank You Sirvin for that lovable decorations !
Thank You Felicia, Seline, Ivy, JJ, Pin Wen, Yi Mei, Shi Mei, Yuan Feng for that Topshop gift card !

THANK YOU VERY MUCH MUCH !!

19th - Last minute Raya outing with the Secondary School mates. OHH they also surprised me with a birthday cake over at Nana's houseee. Wasn't expecteddd. Seriously. Thankyouuu !!

20th, 21st - Totally forgot what I did.

22nd - Bestf birthday. Surprised her under her void deck with a Swensen cake which she craved for since eons ago.

Mwahahahah! Played arcade with her sister, fiance, brother and cousin (I know. Cool right aku. Like tak tau malu one. Everyone also I talk. LOL.) Then off to watch her first match against ITE. (: THEY WON ! With my support, obviously.

23rd till the 29th - Again, STM ! Cannot remember at all.
Wait, I know 28th !! Went to print the PP Poster. The waiting time, not that long ahh. Only for 2 hours plus like that. Then hor, the uncle super smart. Print ours halfway, then print the others first lor. Darahh up and down one. Not long ah. Only waited for 30 minutes for our remaining posters to be printed out. Baikkk ah ! Your service, baik nye ahh pekk ! We stood up in your shop for 2 hours plus ahh. Can remember your face clearly alr lor. HEH !! ANGRYYYYY !!!

Picture taken at Cathay gallery on the same day. Bring my holga out for a walk lor. Heeee !

AND OMG, I AM NOW ON THE PHONE WITH SOMEONE'S MOTHER. BESTFRIEND'S LOR. SHOCKED MAUT. I was talking to bestf, then suddenly her mother's voice come out lor. But don't worry, I don't kidnap someone else daughter or teach them anything bad. Nothing close to that. You don't know mehh. Her mother and I bestfriends what. Still can joke one on the phone. Haha. Okay sidetracked.

TODAYYY !! 30th !!!!
PP Presentation. OMG. Super takut like shit. Seriously. Not lying. But, everything went well. The assessor was stunt because, all of them are guys and since I'm doing about Topshop, which I predict they know nothing about it, they don't even know what to ask me lorr. Good good. I hope I pass !! Ahhh !
Okay after that, naik kereta jalan2 gi makan kat Jln Kayu. You know the Wood Road? Yahh that one. Hah ! Then go back school cos the bachin got her presentation at 4pm. After all that's done, SEAFOOODDDD !! At Simpang Bedok. NICEEEE LORR ! Crab, cockles and tom yam !

Ohh yahh. The mother called me because she ask me why I never wait for her eat seafood together. Cute hor like that. Powerrr lahh.

If I'm having that kind of relationship with my soon to be mother in law which is erm Cik Normainah (ehem ehemmmm. which is Taufik Batisah's mother.*cough cough*), kan gerekkk !! HAHAHAHAHAAAA !!
Whatever Myzaaaa. Whatever.

Okay I think I merepek enough alreadyy. Too happy that PP is oveerrrrr !!
Iqah promised me to party with me in the school canteen once my DOOMSDAY is over, which is when school reopens. Hahaaaaa. Thankyou ahh. For the motivation and all.

*looks up* Panjang Perrr !
K bye !

Wait wait. Promise promise. Last ahh k ! Haha.
Remember the birthday date? Yeahh that one. Told me to put up this in my blog since got dedication whattt. Yah lahh the birthday date dedicated me this songg. Sweet per kau ! Hahaha.

KK really BYEE !

2008-10-20T19:06:00.009+08:00

. disappointed .

Isn't so sweet anymore.

I have been eating and stuffing junk food in my body ever since morning for god-knows-what-reason.
I don't know. I think, eating makes me happy. Really happy.
Doesn't sound convincing right?

Tags Reply:

eff: happy belated birthday myza darling!!! (:
- Thank You Eff !! =)

dee: Hi Myza! It's Iqah's bestf here. Sry i cldn't make it to ur b'day party. Nevertheless, Happy Belated B'day and i hope u love the present!
- nahh, it's okayy ! hee. thankyouuu !! and thanks for the birthday present. didn't really expect it thoughh. thankyou very muchh !!

myzaP: eh eh eh eh. aku nak kpo kpo. sape ni date kau? cpattttt blg! cepaaaatt! hahha.
- hahaha. kaypoh lah ni minachi. haha. "not telling who". LOL!! heheee.

ain: im glad tt i be part of top 5 tt wish you bday. hehe. lol. stay hawt!! :D
- hehe. yes you areee. thankyou very muchh ! =)

iqah: ehemmmmmm *cough,vomit blood* hahaha
- don't vomit in my blog can? haaha. why iqahh? wwhy come my blog then wan vomit? haha. siao char bo.

LAA`LAA: HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hehehe. Have fun today!! <33 style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">thankyou very much laa`laaaaa !!! hehe. had fun ! yeahh !! (:

2008-10-16T15:15:00.005+08:00

"Go Shorty, it's your birthday, you gonna party like it's your birthday...."
Muahahahahaha ! Excitedzxzxzxz !!!
(:

So yeah, birthday for this year is kind of special. Why? Because I have a date to celebrate it with. Yes. (Read: DATE) Hahaha !

So erm, yes, the date fetched me from my house and off we go to City Hall to Marina Square to buy a gift. Den, proceed to Cineleisure to catch a movie, Connected. Nice showwww even though I've watched the Hollywood version of it before. Yeap. Cellular I mean.

So after that, went back to Marina and have our dinner at Seoul Garden. On our way there, the date told me that it would be a great idea to ask the staffs there to sing me a birthday song. And for once, I actually thought that the date would do such things. Okay fineee. Amazing and impressive. The date really did it. There goes the staffs singing "Happy Birthday" song to me with the so called "cake" (which consists of different flavours of ice cream and a candle). Sweet hor. *touched* And no doubt, I was trembling all along and feeling embarrassed. Okay, who wouldn't right? Lol.

Don't mind my irritating face. Really lor. Malu knowwwww.

So yes, after that, met with the date's friend and headed home soon after. I went home and the date stayed with the date's friend. :)

Thank You for everything. The day, the joy, the laughter and the crazyness.
Thankyou, the date ! (: Teeeheeee !

2008-10-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Meeeeee !!!!
:D

I have the greatest of the greatest friends in the whole wide world. Hahaa. [Exaggerating. Lols.]
Thanks to those who wished me right on the dot at 12am !

The bestf, Ejan
Fizah
Ain
Iqah

=D

Also thanks to those who SMS-ed me throughout the whole day.
Loveeeess !

Myza
Sirvin
Ima Bachin
Caca
Nana
Fad
Alia
Wee Ting
Fydadadada
Nad
Priscilla
Fuss
Laa`laa
Doris
Seoul Garden Staff ( Will update on that soonnn ! )
Rafie

Sorry if I've missed out anyone. Your wishes is much appreciated !!
:)

And, I've got a secret date on my birthdayyy !!
Heheh. Not telling who.
(:

2008-10-14T22:40:00.002+08:00

RAYA OUTING =D

Raya outing with the Polymates was fantabuloussss ! Great. Oh btw, this my be an outdated post but who cares. Haaa ! Alright, the outing was on the 8th October. And only Utt, Fyda, Lily and Ejan could make it. But it's okayy ! We still had fun. When girls meet, definitely, there's gossip going on and making fun of each other still works. Eventhough most of them didn't really know each other, there are still some things that makes them laugh together and started breaking the ice from there.

So first stop was my house since the rest of the house are only free after 5pm. Well, actually, mine too. But it's okayy. Heehee !
Next was to Utt's house. Followed by Fydadadada house and Ejan's house. Lastly was Lily's house. Yeay ! I got to meet our baby ! (Read: OUR) Hahaha.

Okay, I don't know what to continue. So......,
PICTURESS !!

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Few more moments to the big day. And for the first time ever, I'm feeling scared.nervous.emotional and what ever shits for this special day of mine.
Sighhhh.

2008-10-09T22:20:00.002+08:00

Something just smack me in the head. Or rather brains.

Sacrificing is a hard word. It's not easy. I've learnt that if you love truly love someone, you wouldn't mind doing anything for him. Sacrificing plays a huge role in a relationship. Really. I've learn my lesson. Well, at least.

Sacrifice for someone before it's too late.
Sacrifice for someone before they're gone.
Do whatever you can to make a relationship turns right even if it hurts you.
Make your partner happy and not yourself.
Think of them first before yourself.

Maybe I'm right, maybe I'm not. I don't know.

At least, if we were to ever go on our separate ways, there wouldn't be much regrets and thoughts of "should have" and "if only" wouldn't appear.
Instead, looking back to the road that we've walked together, sweet memories and the happy times will be in your mind and your imagination.
I hope.

And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

After I've publish this post, don't ever ask me whether I'm in a relationship or not and don't ever ask me what is wrong. I'm plain dumb. Dammit. All you gotta do is to agree or disagree with me. I'd be gladly appreciated with whatever opinions given out.

2008-10-03T15:09:00.009+08:00

I've had a taste of how bitter life can get.
I know I shouldn't be bragging about this but I don't know. I just feel like blogging.

I think that everything I once had and are still holding on to, is slowly slipping off from my hand. Everything's ending soon and I don't know. Maybe, this year is just not my year.

My self - esteem is downright lowwwww low low low loww. Everything's falling apart and sad to say, I feel like as though I'm losing every single thing.

Sometimes, it doesn't pays to be patience at all.
I'm disappointed in myself. Good. It's already lowwww, now it's gonee.

“Life is too short not to make the best and the most of everything that comes your way everyday.”
But it doesn't work for me.

Ohh and Faci is being sarcastic the whole day. I was complaining to him last two weeks about the class, including him, speaking Chinese and I know nuts about anything that they're saying. And today, he just spoke Malay. "Boleh? boleh? boleh?" Boleh kepale otak kau bodoh. Stupid faci. He think funny know. Screwww you ! You're doing this at the wrong timing, boleh? Stupid. I don't know why I'm getting this kind of faci(s). The previous semester was AH HONG, now it's him, which I don't even know what his name is. And they all belong the same module. Attitude.

Anw, Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin to all. Thanks for the tags and messages. (:

I'll be back soon.

Tags Replies:

LAA`LAA: Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, maaf zahir dan batin love !!!! <3 style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">-> selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin to you too darling laa`laa !! hehe ! (:

ima: aww miza so sweet of you! and it applies to you too babe! i'll always be there for you too :D and selamat hari raya!
-> miza memang sentiasa sweet. hahaha. awww. thanks erh. kau pun sweet jugak ni. selamat hari raya to you too !

eff: selamat hari raye myza darling! (:
-> selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin to you too darling eff ! (:

rafie: yo! background kau cool ! =)
-> haha. ehh terima kasih eh kau. biasa jugak. tengok ah owner dia. LOL !!

Fy<3>: wei darling...i miss youuuuuuu shi myzaaaaaaa!!!hahaa.cant wait for hari raya*evil*...and hello to you too shi ejannnnnn!!!
-> heee. hello darlinggg ! i miss you too shi fydadadada. hari raya's here and I bet you are having fun rightsss ! hee !

Ejan: Awww! sweet nyer kamu. ahah. i'll remember that and that i had fun you know! Love you girls too!!
-> hee. me too. i had fun too yea. mwahhs ! <3 style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">

2008-09-26T22:45:00.003+08:00

Having great deep talks with the Bestfriend was something you wouldn't want to miss.
True enough.
That was how I spent the night. Having the stars watching us from above, enjoying the dinner we had (Read: Dinner = Tom Yum Soup + Black Pepper Prawn + Sweet and Sour Fish Slices + Coke + Ice Lemon Tea) and those sweet little talks about the past, present and the future. Of cos ! Friends wants the best for each other. No doubt. But now, this kind of talks I had with her, was one of a kind. I could speak my hearts out without having that stranger-like feeling. Wonderful.
I love doing random and unplanned stuffs like this.

Remember bestf, I'll be there when you need me. And Ima, if you're reading this, it applies to you too ! Yes, the bestf part. (:
Love you girls !

Oh and btw, Ima, now I realize I don't have a decent picture with you. I search my folders but there's none. :( Take picture with me lehhhh !!
Heheee.

2008-09-23T20:14:00.006+08:00


I don't know why I care so much, when I shouldn't care at all: - The Ataris

Depressed.
I think I really am.
Nothing seems right. I don't know. Being at home doesn't make a difference. Being outside doesn't even make me feel good either. Fine, I guess I'm to sensitive. But if you've known me, you wouldn't have ever thought of taking advantage of me. Simple. The younger ones just shouted at the older one and the older one has already done the same thing. It's going nowhere.
I guess, I shall keep quiet from now on. I care to much and have already been taken advantage of.
Superbbb !!

But however, there are some things that would make you feel better and have a smile being plastered on your face. I just got my first A for Operating System. Yes, Operating System. The module that I hate the most and I think that I'm the stupidest and the slowest one in the team. Amazing. I shall learn to love that module now.
Not only that, my PP just got approved by that Ah Hong. Demanding advisor I can say. But thank god, at last, he's appreciative on what I've done. Making the Poster timeee.

Note to self: Stop caring. Period.

2008-09-22T21:21:00.003+08:00

geylang si paku geylang....

Break fast with Shi Fydadadadada and Ejananananan over at Geylang on Friday. Had Mee Goreng from the Teh Tarik coffeeshop and like what Fyda said, it left us disappointed because it doesn't taste as nice. Oh well. Once and that's it. Heeee.

Okay so what surprise me was that this Shi Fydadada was wearing the same coloured top and bottoms. (look at the first pictureee -.-)Fydadada was also using the same bag as Ejan. Kaypoh ah this Fydada. Haha. Maybe she miss us too much that's why. ^.^

So anyhooos, after having our dinner, we walked around the whole of geylang bazaar. Nothing much. Just that our main purpose was to burn some calories that are being gained after eating. (:

Feeling tired, we then proceed to our own direction where Ejan and me headed to Tampines for a while to grab a drink - Bubble Tea; my happy pill. Hahaahaaaa.

2008-09-18T15:54:00.004+08:00

I'm done going on hiatus. I've finally hated school. School's killing me. Imagine, Out of 25 people in class, you are the only one Malay there. The rest, and i mean, 24 people are Chinese. Okay fine, I'm not saying that it's bad. But it is. Everyone's speaking in Chinese. Be it discussions or even presentation. Every word that came out, was from their own language. I have to gave them a sign then will they switch their language. Damnn. Even the Faci was speaking Chinese to the class. And when he notice that I'm looking at him and giving the hello-I'm-not-invisible kind of look, the translate whatever he say in English and even said sorry. Now beat that ! And I'm not sure if any of my classmates are reading this. Heh. I don't give a damn.
Angryyyyyy!!!!
Sesungguhnyer aku berpuasa.
I'm not being racist here, but it's true, try being in my shoe. I hate school. Going to school feels like a disaster to me now.

dan kerana aku sedang bosan lahh aku menjadi emo sesungguhnyaa.

p/s: And that picture above, is so me. I'm the one in the middle fyi. Heh.

p/s/s: Still angryyyyy !!!

2008-09-14T20:32:00.002+08:00

I guess, I'll be on hiatus for a while. I've got more important things to do/settle.

Find me on MSN/Friendster/MySpace.
Or just call or text me if you need anything or there's something important.
I'm done for now.

2008-09-08T20:28:00.001+08:00

Let's try and make this last forever, Bestf.
<3>

2008-08-31T22:05:00.003+08:00

I've been keeping myself busy lately ever since last week. Well, it's a good thing actually. I won't have to stay home because staying home would mean, gain more fats, hearing more nagging, consuming more junk food and everything that has got to do with staying home. Heee !

Tue, 19th - Visit to Police Heritage Museum
Mon, 25th - Eureka Briefing
Tue, 26th - Visit to National Museum with both Bachins
Thurs, 28th - 60 Minutes Challenge over at Bishan Park with Fydaaaaa !
Fri, 29th - East Coast Park, met Ima at her workplace
Sat, 30th - Bossaball @ Sentosa withh Ejannn !

Niceee. I like it this wayyy. Keeping myself busyyy !

And for this coming Mon and Tues, it was Eureka again.
School will then resume on the 3rd. But it's on the 4th for some of the Year 2. Ohhh new classmates + 2 old classmateesss. -.-

Ohhh yesss. I haveee to rework on my PP and it's killing me. Lazyyyyy luhhh ! I thought it's done and over with when I submit the draft. But no, I'm wrong. There's a whole lot of mistakes I need to correct.
*unnecessary details* Hahaha.

Picturesss !

60 Minutes Challenge

Bossaball @ Sentosa.
Hahahahah ! Feeling2 ber-tattooooooooo ! -.-

2008-08-27T21:23:00.003+08:00

I.DON'T.KNOW.WHAT.I'M.THINKING.

I'M.SCREWED.

AND.I.DON'T.KNOW.THE.PURPOSE.OF.THIS.POST.

WHEN.WILL.PEOPLE.EVER.LISTEN.TO.ME?
WHEN.WILL.PEOPLE.EVER.UNDERSTAND.ME?
WHEN.WILL.PEOPLE.EVER.BELIEVE.ME?
DAMMIT.

i.don't.know.i.don't.know.i.don't.know.i.don't.know.i.don't.know.i.don't.know.i.don't.know.
i.don't.know.i.don't.know.i.don't.know.i.don't.know.i.don't.know.i.don't.know.i.don't.know.
i.don't.know.i.don't.know.i.don't.know.i.don't.know.i.don't.know.i.don't.know.i.don't.know.
i.don't.know.i.don't.know.i.don't.know.i.don't.know.i.don't.know.i.don't.know.i.don't.know.
i.don't.know.i.don't.know.i.don't.know.i.don't.know.i.don't.know.i.don't.know.

2008-08-16T22:21:00.001+08:00

*unnecessary post deleted*

2008-08-15T21:33:00.005+08:00

WARNING !
Long post ahead. Read if you want to. If not, then just clost this window. But I doubt you'll do that cosss this post, is filled with picturesss. MUAHAHAHAH ! :)

Wednesday, 13th August

Went for this Tekong trip that the school organised with Ejan. Met up with the rest in school. Niceee ! It was okay lah. Nothing interesting because I've already been there before on an earlier trip last year. So that explains why. Yaddaaaa yaddddaaaa, after that, headed off to Changi Airport Terminal 3 for Popeyeee with Marsha and Boyf. Go on separate ways after that and Ejan come over to my place for BAKING SESSION ! Weee. Cool. I like okayy. Let's do it often ! Hahah.

Yeappp ! Cupcakes that are made with full of loveee ! Heheh !

Thursdayyy, 14th August

Plans are almost changed but we manage to solve it the day before. Yeah. So this day, is very special !

HAPPY 18th BESTFRIENDDDD ! <33
As cliche as it may sound, a year older a little more wiser. You're legal now, go do somthing bad ! Hahaha. Alright I'm just kidding k !

So we celebrated her birthday over at Sentosa. The start of the day was those normal enjoyingthesun.sand.sea.dippinginthewater.laughing.lunch until it was almost 4pm. Everything started. (:
I blindfolded Ima after our bath and Ejan was there preparing all those stuffs. And the funny part was that, she was being fooled. Hahah. Super funny can. Lols. Once the blindfold is being opened, Ima was left speechless and the only thing she said was, "Sweet nye korang" Awwww ! Anything for you bestf !

The initial plan was that we wanted to light the candle when it was almost sunset time but Ima has family gathering after that and we had to leave early. So that explains why the candle could not be light up. Okay not all, some did light up but it didn't glow. Duhhhh~
Did you guys notice what the arrangement of the candle says?
Okay fine, it wrote "HAPPY 18 IMA" Heee !
And that was the cupcake we bake last night plus her presents.

Favourite picture (=

After all that's done, both me and Ejan tagged Ima home and have dinner over at her place with her other family members, aunts and uncles. Was nice though !

Yaddaaaa yadddaaa. Headed home after that.
I had fun over the past 2 days having the wonderful people around me. Muahhhhh !

Picture Perfect !
I love each and everyone of you in this pictureeee ! Really. Muahhhhhhh !
Xoxo !

2008-08-08T20:26:00.000+08:00

Do I even play a part in your life? Or am I just a nuisance that only interrupts and make life difficult for you. Every single thing I do doesn't seem to please you. Idon'tevenknowwhatyouwantnoww.

*insert superduperextra long sigh hereeee.*

Favouritsm kills.

2008-08-04T19:39:00.003+08:00

We ditch class today for the gold class movie at VivoCity followed by Swensen. Thank you Bestf! It was her treat though. She was kind enough to let me have a taste on how it would feel like watching a movie in a gold class theater. It was the first for the both of us and WOWWW. We weren't disappointed. The seats was veryyy comfyyyy and there's blanket provided. What's more, we could even lie down on the sofa. No doubt did I fell asleep for a while because it was veryyy comfortable and I couldn't take it any longer. And oh btw, we watch The Dark Knight. Two and half long hours in the theater. Wonderful I tell youuuu ! It's worth the price I guesss. And the show, I think it's niceeeeee. Worth the 2 and a half hours.

After that, proceed to Marina Square for a scrumptious meal at Swensens. Bestf had some Black Pepper Seafood Pasta and me, I had Chilli Fish Pasta. OHHHMYYYGOODDDD ! Niceee. Had the meal first followed by a dessert after that which is Banana Split and Sticky Chewy Chocolate. Goodnessss. Heaven babyyy ! Then she proceed to school after that for training and here I am blogging !

Weeeeee ! I love love todayyy.

A well-spent moment with the Bestf ! Just the two of usss. Loveeeeeeesss ! <3>

THANKYOU, BESTF ! (: *insert cheeky smile*

2008-08-03T21:12:00.003+08:00

Happy Belated, Seline. :)

Class ordered pizza on Tuesday, I think. And when they started eating, I wasn't in class.
So look what they left me!!
A box with 3 slices of pizza, popiah, chicken and some other food in it which I don't know what it's called. They even had my name on it. O.o

Oh BTW, I cannot just sit alone at one corner of the room because my mind will tend to wander around. And I mean really wander around.

I've been very grumpy and cranky today. Finding faults with everyone around me. I don't know what's wrong but yea, it's happening. I have the urge of cursing now.
Gosh ! I think I'm at the lowest point of my lowest already.
Cannot take it lorrrrrrrrrr !!!!!!!!!!!!
ASAFHAEAJDKNFGOWRUHGSKLJFMSOAHTO8RHWOGUOAH !!!

Anywayyy anywayyy ! I totally forgot about this.

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY MYZA POSSIBLEEEEEEE !

She turned 17th on the 1st August ! No wonder like something missing gitu lorhh ! Patik mintak maaf ye. (: Patik lupe lah !

2008-07-30T19:02:00.001+08:00

It feels so different. I don't know.
But yeah. It's just seems so different.

Life sucks now. Period.

2008-07-27T21:04:00.008+08:00

"Mum: Korang dua ni macam dah macam adik-beradik lah. Mane kau ader, dia ade. And korang jangan gaduh sudahh k."
(You guys are like siblings, wherever you are, there's her. And, don't fight okay.)

:O Woww. I was shocked okay. It's like as though, she will or has already know on what is going on. Everyone says so. When there's me, there will definitely be Ejan.

"Friend: Bagus la tu. Orang nampak kau, tanye Ejan mane. Haha."
(When people notice you, they'll surely ask for Ejan. Haha.)

And oh, I miss, NURZAIMAH BTE ZAINUDDIN for god-knows-how-much. Wonder what she's up too lately. Mhm, oh well, just so you know, if you're in trouble and needed someone to confide in, your Bachins are just a call away. No worries k! We love you. :) ♥

And I'm here just to tell the both of you that I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOOO MUCH ! Thanks for everything that you've done!
I know this is so random but, I just wanted to post it cos I feel like it. :)

And brother just came into my room and gave me that cheeky smile and then he laugh to himself. -.- Goodness. I've got a weird brother.

2008-07-21T15:58:00.003+08:00

After 8 years, finally, I got to catch the beautiful fireworks once again. Hee ! You know how happy I am not? Well, it wasn't part of our plan to catch the firework. Until my sister told me that there's fireworks later on in the day, then we decided to make our move to Marina Square. Before that, we were at Vivo City with an attempt to interview the people there regarding our PP. Well, at least, we still did get some of the information we wanted. :)

So headed off to Marina soon after. Met up with Ejan's friend, Lily. It wasn't a waste meeting her. You want know why? Cos just 15 minutes before the fireworks started, it began to pour heavily. Both of us didn't bring any umbrellas. But Lily has it. So thanks. Hee. We continued our mission on wanting to catch the fireworks. And OOOO-MMMMM-GEEEE ! It was beautiful ! I'm having goosebumps all over and I don't know why. :)
Hmm, okay nothing more to elaborate. Pictures !

And oh, before I forget, both me and ejan were at the VivoCity toilet just before we went to Marina Square when a cleaner there talked to us. And amazingly, whatever she said, wasn't what I expected.

Cleaner : You guys are siblings? (referring to me and Ejan)
Me: Hahahaa. Yeahh we are. (just have to agree to it since I wanted to know what the cleaner might wanna say. LOL.)
Cleaner: *smiled* Which one kakak which one adik? She *pointng to Ejan* adik eh?
Me: Yah yah ! Hahah. *walk out*

LOL ! Since when ehh? My mum just adopt her I guess. Eh dik eh ! Hahahah ! Damn funny I tell you. Tsk tsk tsk.

2008-07-06T20:08:00.002+08:00

I haven't been blogging regularly like how I used to.
Reason being : busy, lazy, nothing much to be updated about.
Mhmm, *mind gone blank*

Well, as stupid as it may sound, I'm done updating.
The pms mood is taking over me. -.-
And I hate it when I think to much, yes.

And to make this post longer, I shall reply my tags here. Hehe !

Tags Reply:

?: Mizaa babyy..i love you so muchh!! hahah.Guess who am i.cari la kau eh.hahah. Weee Woooo.
- haha. ohh ilysmt ! whoever you are. hahah. elehh, aku dah tau dahh siapaaa kauu! muahahha.

ima: BACHIN!!! HELLO
- hello imabachinnnnn ! :)

eff: HELLOO MYZA DARLING! ((:
- hello eff ! hee ! thanks for dropping by ! :)

sirvin: Darling!! =)) ILOVEYOU!! meet up more often alright!!
- heheh. yeahh. we should actually meet up more often ! see you around ! hee ! :p

2008-06-28T22:06:00.003+08:00

These two girls turned 20 on 8th June and 17th June respectively!
Happy Birthday Girls.

We had a mini celebration for their birthday on the 14th June. Well, it was a belated one for Nad and an advanced one for Caca. :)
Eventhough the surprise didn't go as planned, I bet, you girls still had fun ! It was also a gathering for us because we invited almost everyone from out 5A2 and 5A3. Yes, we still contact each other. :)

This post was super updated lor ! But still, I'll just update about it for memories sake.

Tags replyyy :

Fiza: miza jgn prasan nk gi paris. wahahahha
- haha. mane de perasan? aku feeling2 je. kau jealous kannn. hahahah ! :)

marsha: hehe. kau rindu aku gak eh.. hehe.bacin kau! aku dtg nari kau tk dtg.. PEMALAS!!!!! niwae paris kepe.. tknk kalah..perangai cap tige sak kau!! hahaha,
- haha. aku datang per. aku gi IThelpdesk. hahah ! kalau aku malas, aku tak bangun pagi. wee ! ah2 lahh. PARIS oi ! kau jealous ehhh ! haha. lain kali aku gi lagi, aku ajak kau la k. HAHA. :D

Shazzy: bebeh; got the group pic from the Nad's burfdae picninc the other day?? i want lahh. hehe
- heyy ! mhm, yahh i got. you want yang mane? got 2. nvm, i'll see you in msn.

LAA`LAA: Haha. Nevermind laa myza. For you, I do it okay. Nyehahaha. Lovelove.
- heheh alahh sweet nyee laa`laaaa ! :) okayy ! :p

ain: myzaaa!! i miss you lahh! REALLY MUCH! ((: See you ard soon eyy.
- heheh. ain !! aww, me too me too ! alright. talk soon ! :)

2008-06-20T23:28:00.004+08:00

Doubts are cleared and promises are being made.
And it all happen under the bright full moon and the sparkling stars above us.
Interesting aye ! Yeah.

ILY, anonymous.
:D

Tags reply:

LAA`LAA: Alaaa myza. Tak best laa gini. Tak leh right click. CTRL A?! hmmmm. You uh! Hahahha.
- Hahaha. alamakk sorry ahh. I totally forgot seh. hee. but kan, the CTRL A I use Mozilla can, but IE cannot le. So I assume that it only works for Mozilla. hehe. Sorry Laa`laa !! :D

Ejan: Paris kepe? hahaha..I wish oso eh..hahah..n 1 of e inside joke tu tk perlu eh.Hahahah.n oh my happiness also comes when im with you guys!!.Love you!! heheh =)
- Hahaha. Ah2 lah ! Paris tau. Don't play2 hor ! Bluekkk ! :p Yeayy, me too me three ! And, love you guysss too. MUAHHHH ! :)

Zee: Hii Myza dear. Wow i didn't know you had nice skin colour! Haha. Talk to you soon (:

- Hee. Hello Zee ! :) Hahah, no lah. Maybe, only in pictures? Haha. Yeahh. talk soon ! It's been a while ! :D

ima: wah yok kita go paris lagi? HUHU
- JOM !! haha. Macam faham je aku ni. Lol.

Fy Chilay<3: wei darlingggggggg..I SAW U N EJAN jz now...hahahahahaa................ next tym visit me also lei..haha..hugs.IMU<3333
- Hahah. Yeahh okayy ! I'll visit you soon k ! :) IMY too ! When are we hanging out nih? :( Heheh !

fadilah: ha.. ha.. hamizah!!
- fa.. fa.. fadilah !! haha. sungguh takde kerja !

2008-06-18T21:51:00.003+08:00

Miss me?
Wondering what I've been up to for the past weeks?
Oh well, actually, I went to Paris with these girlsss.
Super fun I tell youuuuu !
Weather's perfect and the sceneryyy, WAHH ! super nice I tell you . My wish came trueeee babyyy ! What's more, it's with these 3 girls !
A picture of us on the plane !
MUAHAHAHAHHA !

NOT !
I wished ahh ! Fat hope sehh want go Paris with them. Nak beli baju takde duit, nak gi Paris. Kebabai !
MUAHAHAHHAHA !

Ohh well, actually, we went to the Army Museum Trip that is being organised by the school. BORINGGG.
But yeah, it's okayy ! Anything seems fun when I'm with themmm ! And they are officially being loved by me !!
So it was a GREEENNN DAYY for the bachins !
*salute* Aku Kurussss ! [inside joke]
HAHAHAHAH !

" I M A " ('.') says:
ohhh my happiness comes when i am with you guyss
:)

See, Ima agrees. Hee ! Bangge seketika !
After the trip that ended at around 245, we headed to theeeee
AIRPORTTT !
For what you asked? FOR POPEYEEEEEEE YO !
Chicken dia, boleh buat orang lupa dunia seh ! Ohhhh weee !
YUMMEEHHH !

Thenn after that, walk walk walk walk and camwhoreeee. Headed to NTUC to get myself the chocolate something something ~~mayonaise~~ marshmellow. HAHAHAHAH. [inside joke again].
Then bought POPEYEE for the family and homeeeee !

Picture speak a thousand words.
So here it goessss !
:)

Army Museum (:

POPEYEEEE THE SAILORMAN, TUT TUT !

And I seemed so hyper and happy in this post !
I like it this wayy. Thanks bachinssss for making me a happy girl again. It's been a while or rather 2 weeks since I laugh hard and farteddd at the same time. WEEEEE !
I LOVEEEE MY BACHINSSSSSSSSSS !

2008-06-16T23:31:00.001+08:00

Let's see how I spend my last week of holidaysss.
Mon - Stayed home, Rot.
Tues - Had dental appointment and a little shopping date with the mum and sis ! Yeayy !
Wed - Trip to Army Museum. And Airport after that. (Will update about this soon when I got my hands on the pictures.)
Thurs - Stayed home again, Rot
Fri - Went out. Met Nana to get some stuff followed by hanging out session with Ejan. Made an unplanned trip to east coast and also an unplanned cycling at night. (:
Sat - Nadiah's birthday celebration (Will update about this soon too!)
Sun - Father's day. (And this too!)

=D It's just a summary of my last week of holidays ! Mhmm, but since I've been tagged by both Fuss and Fyda, I shall do it first before ending this post. So it wouldn't be that short la hor !
:)

Tagged by: Fuss

01. At which age do you want to get married?
* Between 24-25

02. Who is more important to you? Friends or girlfriend?
* Girlfriends

03. Who is/are the person/people you trust most?
* Myself (:

04. Do you think you have enough confidence?
* Noooo.

05. What would you do if you saw someone abusing an innocent animal?
* Err, nothing? I'm not really an animal lover.

06. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain?
* YEAHHH.

07. What is your goal for this year?
* mhmm mhmm, better results and being mean. ^.^

08. Do you believe in eternity alove?
* I guess so.

09. Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
* Siao ah? NO.

10. What feeling do you love most?
* Happy and loved.

11. If one day your best friend and boyfriend quarrel, who will you side with?
* Neutral. Their pasal lor.

12. Does having alot of bestfriends, really regard them as the real meaning of bestfriends?
* No. Bestfriends come in pair. :D

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
* YESSS ! Who doesn't?

14. Do you like to hang out with friends?
* Lovee.

15. What/Who do you think is/are the most important in your life?
* The loved ones.

16. If you were on a ship, your mother and your boyfriend (been together for 2 years) were knocked out of the ship, you only have one life float, who would you throw it to?
* Mother lah ! Boyf can find new one. Mother cannot. Muahahh !

17. What do you miss doing?
* Playing floorball. Bring me back to the days bebehhh !

18. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
* During the days when I'm boncet-less. I know, wth kan.

19. Have you felt the true meaning of love?
* Guess so.

20. Who do I miss right now?
* HAHA ! You !!

Remove 1 question from the above and add in one personal question.
Make a total of 20 questions and tag 7 people.
List them out at the end of the post.
Notify them at their tagboard that they've been tagged.

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Tagged by: Fydaaaa

Rules:
Blogger who has been tagged has to startwith 10 random facts abt themselves.
At the end of this, you have to choose 10 people n tag them about this quiz=)

1. I don't talk, I mumbled.
2. Girlfriends are everything to me.
3. I'm very laggy.
4. I fart as and when I like.
5. (:
6. I loveeeee sleeping. We're bestf !
7. Chatterbox. Eh? No kan?
8. Tissue girl.
9. I got wierd fingers
10. You'll be amazed by the amount of food I consume. :P

You guys have been tagged by meee !! Choose which ever you wanna do la k ! :D
Ima
Ejan
Laa`Laa
Ain
Myza
HudaElmo
Fiza
Fadilah
Marsha
Zee

2008-06-06T21:57:00.001+08:00

I don't know what the hell is wrong with me.
My eyes have been very teary ever since morninggg.
And I know this isn't the me that I am.
I haven't been talking much. I've been sleeping, sleeping, sleeping and more sleeping.
Don't ask me because I myself don't know why.
Was suppose to have an outing today with the girls but it was cancelled due to some reasons. So stay home for me.

Two days ago, which was on Wednesday, Ejan came over to so-called start on our PP project. Well, we actually did but when she meet my sister, things go wrong. They go crazy and hyper and laugh over something stupid on TV. See, definitely, there are distractions in between.

So the next day, went out with her again to have our lunch at Pizza Hut because she's been craving for one. Oh well, when it comes to food, saye tidakk pernah menolak okay ! And then and then, headed off to Vivo where things gets pretty fun. Went in to every shop, trying out the dresses, and then went out of the shop.I know, sungguh takde kerja. But they look so tempting you know. Even if we can't afford to buy it, well at least, I already had a taste of what it will look like on me. But if you're thinking that we're just messing the place then you're wrong. I still have a heart for the workers there y'know. After trying them out, I placed them back nicely into the hangers where they came from. (:

I had fun over 2 consecutive daysssssss. ^.^

2008-06-01T20:40:00.001+08:00

It was an impromptu meet up with Ejan on Saturday. Together with my sister, we headed off to Orchard Road. But sadly, it was raining and we're drenched ! Not a good thing actually. But it's okay. We had our umbrellas on. (:
So went to Forever21 where it was packed with humans (duh!). Feeling too rimas, went to Cotton On where things didn't really change. Well, I think, it's getting worse.
We eventually gave up and make our way to City Hall. It was pretty fine. Not too crowded and not to empty. :D

Yadaaa yadaaaa yadaaaaa.

Met up with Hid for a while at her workplace since we've not seen her for quite some time in school. Blah blah blah, headed home around 8 plus. Went to Mac for a while because this fat girl here was craving for McFlurry. ^.^

I'm a semi-happy girl because I got myself 5 new tops. ^.^
And I'm still not done with shopping you know.

But whenever I start feeling sad cuz I miss you I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss.

2008-05-29T23:01:00.002+08:00

Because we've got nothing to do on a Wednesday morning/afternoon.
We came out with this.
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Well at least, we did something productive and have that satisfaction at the end of the night. (:

Oh oh oh oh !
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY HUDAAA ELMO !
And I hope you like the surprise which don't seem so surprising at all. Haha.
Dahh tua eh kau. ^.^
:D

2008-05-26T21:52:00.003+08:00

Happy 11th, Mister Rich Kid.
(:

Birthday celebration was wonderful one to me. Sitting and gathered around by the swimming pool, with hindustan's song playing at the background, enjoying the scrumptious food that's being served, kids running around; having to define their own defination of being happy, laughters of the uncles and aunties and just waiting for night time to pass by. It's just exactly the same thing like those parties you've seen on TV shows or some hollywood/bollywood movies. Wonderful isn't it. It was held at the ParkShore Condominium at Tanjong Rhu Road. I didn't even know that place exists. But oh well. I'm speechless by the design of the condominium. Very cool and peaceful.

Mister Rich Kid got a Man United design birthday cake this year. He's a huge fan of Man Utd I tell you. He even travelled just to watch the match that Man Utd is playing for. And what? He's only 11. Very lucky kid indeed.
And what was I doing when I was 11? I bet, I was just meddling around with Tamagotchi. *whatever the spelling is*
And what do kids these days get? PSP lar, Nintendo lar.
Hmmmm.
Okay, side-tracked.

Oh well, I just need a break from school. I'm tired you know. Today, was all about staring at the computer the whole day, working out on the codes that is needed and squeezing out the amount of brain juice we had. Fadh and me was already complaining about "well, you know eh Fadh!". Other than that, it was my eyes that suffer at the end of the day. And almost everything I see, seemed blur to me. Oh wells.
But I manage to forget about the codes for a while and be happy. Even though it's only for like what? 15 - 10 minutes aje. Thanks ehh kawan ! Haha.

And I got the shock of my life this morning. I was just staring at this bug when it decided to suddenly move and fly. Ejan, stop laughing ah. I know you're laughing when you read this. Hmph !

2008-05-23T21:52:00.002+08:00

Because I think my life screwed for now.
Because I think I'm pretty dumb.
Because I don't have the power to do something about it.
Because I feel really bad.
Because I have to save two different people in the same situation.
Because I can't think of a way out.
Because I think, I'm just making the matter worst.
Because I think I'm useless since I can't do anything.

And because I think, I totally screw every single thing that's happening in my life right now. PERIOD.

But still, I won't and never give up.

2008-05-21T23:01:00.000+08:00

Do you know that your friend here travels to City Hall just to have her lunch at Burger King? Dumb right? Ya lah. Quite dumb lah actually. But oh well, I'm enjoying the long bus rides I had so far. It's okayy. And don't worry. It wasn't my first time doing this anyway. Orang selenge macam nih per.

"Oi ! Cepat lah. Banyak kereta nih."
*kononnye macam malu lah gitu*
And snap ! Nice pose abis !

Got bored, nowhere to go, headed to East Coast Park. And we totally forgot that it was a Saturday. So it's no wonder why the beach were packed with aunties, uncles, mother, father, grandparents, friends, kids and whatsoever.

I lazy lar to upload the pictures. This will do la k. :)

Anw, life's been very challenging ! VERY, VERY challenging. But oh wells, I'm lucky enough to have my two bachins who always psychoed me to think positive and make sure that everything's gonna be alright ! From what happened so far, it was really unexpected. I was shocked myself. Why me la kan? Heh.

Whatever la people eh, whateverrrrrrrrrrr.
(:

2008-05-15T21:47:00.000+08:00

I survived my first friend's class outing. Yes I tagged along. I sibok what. You dont know meh. A fun bunch of people. Really. And I had fun too.

Today, skipped school to watch Congkak. That show, quite okay ah. The thing that makes it scary would be their sound effect. The sound effect eh, I tell you, boleh membawa maut seh. Serious. Not lying. :)
And so, the reason why I skipped school is becauseeeeee, I hate that monotone faci. Merepekk aje. He like always talking to himself. Then second meeting also never say much. Waste time know. Muahaha.

And this somehow, made me smileee. (:
"If I were a guy, I'll definitely marry you."
Sweet per?

Other than that, I guess, the moody season is back. Everyone's feeling down and moody and cranky. Ohh why. *big longggg sighhhh*

Tags reply !

Laa`laa : haha. tu uhh. everytime me only. i dont know why also. maybe he just remember my name? hee ! take care tooo ! (:

Sirvin : hahah. yah lor. nvm la. i like used to it already lor. hehe. and yeah, i'm tryng to ignoreee him. heee !

`Ainul : hello Ainul. haha. okay bye. and i linked you up !

Myzasungguhpossible : sexy per kan. haha. ape kau tauu. cool kau ! and kau tak le bedek ngan aku. sejak bila tah ni minah tau taekwondo. muahahaha ! kidding aje eh kau !

eff : hello eff ! hehee ! yesss. fun know. (: take care too !

ElmoC : hahah. ahh akuu tauu. haha. ape burok. lawa per. kau je jealous. (:

Myzasungguhpossible : hahah. dahhh update dahh ni ! aku tau kau hari2 singgah sini. haha. ehh about tu, sorry sikit k. kau pun tak ingatt ! cakap banyakk. aku seypakk kauu. haha. terbang gi maldives nanti. ^.^

2008-05-11T20:45:00.005+08:00

Cameroid + Stupid faces = Entertainment

Really. You guys should try it. It's super addictive and makes you laugh till you fart. Well, I did. I was in the library with Ejan and since we're bored, Cameroid came came to our rescue. We were holding back our laughters over the pictures that we took and I farted. What do you expect? Library = silent. And when I farted, it feels like the whole library could hear you. A man across me was practically staring at me. Super embarrassing can?

Ohhh I don't care. Hee ! So below are the most irritating face I could make. Gee !

Other than that, school's okayy. Modules fine but facilitator just sucks to the core ah. Dammit. But luckily, I have my 4 other closest Malay friends with me to entertain to my nonsense everyday. Elmo, Cookie Monster, Chipmunks and Bubbles, I love you guysss la ! The ones who makes me go crazy every time I'm with them and the ones who make my life in school, exciting. Well, other than Ejan and Ima ! I still love you girls though ! (:
Pictures we took after class.

And some of the overdue pictures ! :p

I'm currently watching Kindergarten Cop on HBO. My all time favourite showww. Super cute ahh the kids.
"Boys have penis and girls have vagina." Muahahah.
:)

2008-05-06T23:25:00.005+08:00

Can I say that I totally hate the C207 module which is the Database System? Serous shit. The facilitator today was being extra annoyingly annoying uh. I don’t know why but he seems to be picking on me today. And today means, every minute on every meetings. I was hoping for class to get better today. But I was wrong. I was happily talking out loudly at the start of the day but some things are not meant to be. The moment the facilitator came in to class, our mood change. Yes. I’m talking about the whole class here. Dammit. I don’t know why, I can’t stare nor look at his face for a few seconds. Damn annoying boleh?

Meeting One -

Faci : Miza.. What you know about 1NF?
Me : *giving the blur look cos I wasn’t even paying attention to what he’s talking about*

5-10 minutes later..

Faci : Miza.. blab bla bla bla.....
Me : *answered*

Another 10 minutes...

Faci : Miza.. bla bla bla bla...
Me : *blur look again*

And I thought that was fine since he already asked me so many stuffs. But I was wrong. Meeting 2, he came back with the same attitude.

Faci : Miza.. Where is the primary key?
Me : *answered*

5-10 minutes later..

Faci : Miza.. Where is the derived columns?
Me : *answered*

Another 10 minutes...

Faci : Miza.. bla bla bla bla...
Me : *blur look again*

And still, it doesn’t end there. During presentation time, I was explaining this particular slide. And he wasn’t happy about it. So he decided to bomb me with confusing questions. And when my teammate wnted to help me, he goes on blabbering,

Faci : Who’s doing this slide ah? I asked her not you.

Wahhh. Bloody teng tengggg.
I gave up on him and by the time it was my turn to present another slide, I mumbled all the way. And he was giving me the -.- look. Annoying to the power of infinite !

And he still have the cheek to ask,

Faci : What is the problem with your class ah? Bla bla bla bla.

Neraka berdarah betul. The problem is you laa. Stupid know.

AH HONGG AH ! YOU WATCH OUT. I'M SO GONNA HAUNT YOU IN YOUR SLEEP TONIGHT AND MAKE SURE YOU REALISE WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO OUR CLASS AND CHANGE YOUR BLOODY ATTITUDE BY THE NEXT LESSON. OHH, YOU'RE SO GONNA DIEEE !

Grrrrr.
To make matter worse, I was on my PMS mode and that totally suckssss.

And now, he doesn't approve my PP scopeeeeeee.
Bloody pantat.

2008-05-04T22:54:00.006+08:00

I was suppose to study for my Database System UT tomorrow but here I am updating my blog, msning, youtube-ing and whatnot. I'm so gonna screw the UT test tomorrow. The reason why, I hate the module. Okay maybe not the module but the faci that made me hate it. Geee. Now the whole class hates him. Great ! What's more, he's my PP advisor. -.- Double greatness !

I'm bored. And when I'm bored, my mind runs wild and so are my imagination. And when that happens, I'll scare the shit out of myself and negative thoughts will start to do acrobats in my head. And that is happening now. Triple greatness.

I already know about it because I trust my instinct and it seems like it's coming true.
No doubt.
Pretending is a wonderful game. Oh well.
:)

2008-05-01T15:59:00.008+08:00

Blog are being abandoned for 5 days already. I guess I’ll just update once a week. I’m a busy girl you know. So I’ll try to flash back on whatever that has happened during these 5 days.

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Okay actually, there isn’t much things that happened.

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I’m still living the same life like I used to.
It did knock some sense into my head that I’ve been somehow, taken advantage of. I had a good talking session with Ejan. And she was mad at me for being too nice. Sorry la. Can’t help it you know. She was like pointing out every single thing that I’m doing. It’s funny when your own friends started taking advantage of you. One minute they are nice and the next minute, poooooooof, they asked you to do something for them when they can do it themselves. Prawn behind the rock betul. But it’s okay. I’m so used to it and it doesn’t harm me what. (:

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I saw an ex classmate the other time and I don’t know whether what he said was a good thing or a bad thing.

Gab: Eh, you like getting shorter ah. (:

Shorter knowwww. Amazing ! But I was thinking, cannot be shorter what right. So it must be that I’m getting fatter and that makes me look shorter? Eh? I don’t know ah. But if getting shorter also good la hor. (:

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Yesterday, 30th April ! *kening up up* You know what I mean. :p

Other than that, it’s big brother’s birthday and happy birthday to you. Hope you like the topman top that I bought for you which I’m sure you did because you were smiling from ear to ear when I passed you that bag. Oh well, just stop being irritating aje.

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School, stressful. PP project, presentations, lessons, facilitators, UTs. Getting tough. And if you’re saying that RP’s very relaxing, then think again. You’ll feel the pain only when you’re in year 2. Gee. But it’s okay. Part of learning. Chehh ! Like understand only. Heh.

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And so, here are the pictures that were taken using Ima’s camera. There’s a whole lot more, but I’m just plain lazy to combine them all together.

The caption was an inside joke if you don't know. :)

2008-04-25T20:00:00.000+08:00

When there's something bad that happen to you, only then will you be appreciative of your life and the people around you. That was what happen.
It was really unexpected because I was on the way home from school when I recieve a shocking phone call. And my weaknesses was revealed. Thanks to Ejan for accompanying me the whole night and following me to the hopsital. Monster will forever be monster la kan. Haha. :)

Life's been pretty much the same. School's stressing me out. It's getting harder day by day. And I feel so nerdy by doing all those IT stuffs and the codings of each programme. White hair will grow sooner or later. Oh well. Dah tua la katakan. Eeeeeeeeee. Nooo !

And today, I had fun playing with Ima's Nikon D60. Love love. Hee ! Pictures, maybe on next post. And Ima, send me the pictures okayy? :)

I think it's time for me to know.